Discussion Anyone feel like they've been dropped in the wrong universe?

[TheSpookyNameGuy]

You ever feel like the world is a 2D image projected infront of you?

Personally myself i can't help but feel like this is a evil dimension that im half dreaming and half existing in, it all feels a strange cocktail of synthetic, like a glitch almost. Everything feels that way. It's as if somone made the "Monotony Childrearing Universe" and thrown me into it to punish me. I don't care for any of that and i literally cannot understand what gain brining life into the world acomplishes, no matter who i speak to i just don't get it. YOUR KIDS GONNA DIE AND BE FORGOTTEN.

I told my parents that i thought they were dumb as a bag of shit for birthing me, i said "You know im probably gonna die a horrible death one day right?" You people and your fucking procreation dream, tossing a life into the hell that is this planet just so you have a doll to try and impress other parents and feel like a "Grown up"

You literally go from having no work or expectations, to slaving all day and feeling tired at the end of it working for gray haired rich bastards, i had peace and they shat all over it because "Monke horny"

I can say that whatever mental link i've had to this world is gone now, im allowing things to happen and ignoring many things that my "Morality" would have stopped. It's a bad fucking dream people, i'm convinced im not even real, im pre-programmed to type this shit right here and now.

People feel like (Entity-029588676709) to me, just numbers walking around doing whatever the dream throws them towards, i can't connect to them anymore it's just gone and sickly and gray.

Oh btw i'm not actually this sad and drool, just you know serious talk right now ROFL, fuck me in the eye im gonna die..

Anyone else feel like that?

 

[slapppy]

I share that feeling. We live on a capitalist dystopia hell planet.

 

[The anhedonic one]

Even from a very young age I always felt like I didn't belong here.
I could also feel a deep sense of disconnection with people too.
There is definitely something very wrong with this place.

 

[Darkover]

i don't like how we come into existances knowing nothing it would be far better to be machine like a computer with 100 percent memory capacity built in way to do maths knowing all mathematical formula knowing all languages from birth a faster way to learn and write simulating mathematical models inside our brain need to get a computer chip built into my brain at least AI WILL take over from human beings

 

[FuneralCry]

I see having the ability to exist in this world as being such a cruel, undeserved punishment, we are all paying the price all because other people were selfish enough to do the disgusting thing of choosing to procreate.

I despise existence itself and I see it as being the true problem, no matter what it's always preferable to cease existing and of course I'm not meant to exist here, existing isn't for me and I have no desire to suffer, I think it's absurd actually wishing to exist in this nightmarish world where there's unlimited potential for torture. To me existence is just a tragic disturbance in what would otherwise be the most ideal state of not-being.

 

[TheSpookyNameGuy]

I see having the ability to exist in this world as being such a cruel, undeserved punishment, we are all paying the price all because other people were selfish enough to do the disgusting thing of choosing to procreate.

I despise existence itself and I see it as being the true problem, no matter what it's always preferable to cease existing and of course I'm not meant to exist here, existing isn't for me and I have no desire to suffer, I think it's absurd actually wishing to exist in this nightmarish world where there's unlimited potential for torture. To me existence is just a tragic disturbance in what would otherwise be the most ideal state of not-being.

God, Somone else who actually gets it..

I totally agree, i've been sitting today really thinking deep and i just can't understand why anyone would bring life into the world as an "Intelligent" species. All the brain power and still a sad little ape who can't think for themselves when it comes to the act of mating. I see it as utterly disgusting and cruel but to everyone else they just go along with it shitting out meat bags throughout the generations.

For some reason that only these people seem to understand, i never asked to be a slave to the world, my body and the corporations.

I dont want to eat or drink, i dont want to experience things, i dont want to mate like a fucking ape, just give me the tools to exit this realm with peace.