Anyone feel like they were not meant for this world?

[Kirkscoobz]

The problem is that we had no say in being here in the first place,
I mean we were dragged into this world kicking and screaming from our mothers private part,
Then we were taught what was supposed to be right and wrong, if you like we have been socially conditioned to fit in to society, if we behave or act different we are either locked up or placed in hospital,

Now that's madness.

 

[Pipe11]

The whole world is better without humanity.

 

[Nephis]

Too many times....

 

[Xaphous]

Can't stand peoples ego, isolated forever, no job, social life or relationship ever so yes.

 

[mpti]

The problem today is society. Our ancestors hunted, gathered food, developed agriculture etc.. They lived communally they matched who would marry who etc.. I imagine people in the past had no problems the way we do today. Today's society is too challenging for some. Its like if you dont have a job your life is doomed. Fuck that, fuck the system it is corrupted. I imagine our ancestors in their little communities everyone chipped in to help with food and gather wood for heat etc.. They most likely didn't have the mental health issues we have today.

The problem with society is that people have to live 80 years or more instead of just dying in infancy!

But seriously, you do have a point here. Technology has been a mixed bag for our psychological health in general imo, and while it's good to not be some peasant slaving away for scraps in the Middle Ages, the weakening of familial/social bonds it's caused is definitely a very negative thing. I would probably be a mentally healthier person had I grown up even 20 or 30 years ago.

 

[odette]

When I was in therapy, I was diagnosed with a "social isolation schema" because I answered yes to 5 or more of these questions.

1. I don't fit in.
2. I'm fundamentally different from other people.
3. I don't belong; I'm a loner.
4. I feel alienated from other people.
5. I feel isolated and alone.
6. I always feel on the outside of groups.
7. No one really understands me.
8. My family was always different from the families around us.
9. I sometimes feel as if I'm an alien.
10. If I disappeared tomorrow, no one would notice.

This supposedly means I have a "maladaptive belief that one is isolated from the rest of the world, different from other people, and/or not part of any group or community." I'm split because part of me is thinking I should try and stop thinking that way but the other part is thinking, don't I just think that because it's true?

 

[Pentobartbital]

It's a bit complicated to describe. Once the opium-like haze of childhood and its warm rosy balm of nostalgia thinned, I was forwarded into an uncertain adolescence. When suicidal ideation first gripped me at 12 or 13, with it arrived feelings of not only being generally unwanted but also great self-loathing and mutual distaste for nearly everything.

Granted I've mostly outgrown that moody disposition, yet the feeling of being excommunicated from reality persists. This feeling is much more apparent now that my physical health is degrading in tandem with my mental state.

 

[Welcumtotherealworld]

100%

 

[Suicide_friend]

Yes, I have problems because I fell so different from other women, I even can not find clothes fit me to work. If I use comfortable clothes at work, I would look complete different from everybody. I fell pain using normal clothes like jeans and jackets.

 

[odette]

Yes, I have problems because I fell so different from other women, I even can not find clothes fit me to work. If I use comfortable clothes at work, I would look complete different from everybody. I fell pain using normal clothes like jeans and jackets.

Are there any clothes you do feel comfortable in?

 

[Suicide_friend]

Are there any clothes you do feel comfortable in?

Yes, ioga clothes. But I can go to an office using it. In my city I only find uncomfortable pants to use. I prefer to die than go to work again, to fell uncomfortable all the time, felling cold and anxious.

 

[odette]

Yes, ioga clothes. But I can go to an office using it. In my city I only find uncomfortable pants to use. I prefer to die than go to work again, to fell uncomfortable all the time, felling cold and anxious.

What about these: https://www.betabrand.com/womens-dress-pant-yoga-pants

Is it because clothes are physically comfortable or because they don't feel like your style?

 

[Suicide_friend]

Because they are not allowed in the offices usually to work.

 

[odette]

Because they are not allowed in the offices usually to work.

Yes, but what about the clothes makes them uncomfortable? Is it a physical discomfort or psychological discomfort?

 

[Suicide_friend]

It is both actually, and I fell so different from other women.

 

[SMarie1204]

I always joke and say I'm an alien but really, I'm an alien. There is no way I belong here and it makes me want to s c r e a m.

Also, why shouldn't I be allowed to say "no thanks" and just donate all my organs to people with families that need them? Give me one good reason.

 

[anuglymale]

I hate all the falseness, superficiality etc.. I dissociate myself from everything literally.

I think 60% of people arent meant for this world yet they just live through it because society actively discourages suicide

 

[SMarie1204]

I think 60% of people arent meant for this world yet they just live through it because society actively discourages suicide

Remember the good old days when we'd all be dead by 30? Let's bring that back.

 

[seekingoblivion]

When I was in therapy, I was diagnosed with a "social isolation schema" because I answered yes to 5 or more of these questions.

1. I don't fit in.
2. I'm fundamentally different from other people.
3. I don't belong; I'm a loner.
4. I feel alienated from other people.
5. I feel isolated and alone.
6. I always feel on the outside of groups.
7. No one really understands me.
8. My family was always different from the families around us.
9. I sometimes feel as if I'm an alien.
10. If I disappeared tomorrow, no one would notice.

This supposedly means I have a "maladaptive belief that one is isolated from the rest of the world, different from other people, and/or not part of any group or community." I'm split because part of me is thinking I should try and stop thinking that way but the other part is thinking, don't I just think that because it's true?

Well you gotta ask where the hell those feelings come from then? At least for me that is. I don't feel all of them but goddamn if my experiences with other people ain't shown me that there's a real difference between me and the majority of people around. From damn childhood I've been different.

 

[Psilo]

I hate all the falseness, superficiality etc.. I dissociate myself from everything literally.

Welcome to my club buddy!

 

[seekingoblivion]

I feel the instruments in this piece express the title well: