Anyone feel like they are just 'completely useless being and they want suicide so they can erase the uselessness out of kindness and be relieved?

[3rdworldsadness]

I'm just an animal living with nothing. I feel completely useless and want to suicidal so badly. My suicide would be a kind thing to others, to me.

I feel heavy. I hate my beating heart I hate that my flesh is conscious I hate my consciousness and I just want to be at peace. It's not depression, it's a total failure of life itself. Why should we suffer endlessly? What a poor, dumb, useless thing I am.... suicide/death is the only freedom i know after non existence. True beauty is nothingness...

 

[Zamasu999]

I'm just an animal living with nothing. I feel completely useless and want to suicidal so badly. My suicide would be a kind thing to others, to me.

I feel heavy. I hate my beating heart I hate that my flesh is conscious I hate my consciousness and I just want to be at peace. It's not depression, it's a total failure of life itself. Why should we suffer endlessly? What a poor, dumb, useless thing I am.... suicide/death is the only freedom i know after non existence. True beauty is nothingness...

I feel the exact same way, in fact one of the main reasons i want to ctb is cuz im scared im gonna become a problem for my family, ill go from useless to being a bum they have to take care of out of pity. Id rather die than see this happen.

 

[RadiantNumber]

Same, I feel like a burden on the society

 

[Lost Impact]

I hate what a complete sack of shit burden I am to every friend I've ever had and only the brave ones say it to my fucking face. They always slowly lose interest in me because their attempts to help me are fruitless. They don't know how to deal with something that hates itself more than they hate themselves. All memory of me will be erased from their minds, as if it isn't already slowly happening anyway. They'll be happier knowing I can't ruin their lives anymore.

 

[dragonofenvy]

If nobody would notice my passing then I might as well. There's no point to the misery if all I'm going to be is nothing at all in the end. I tried to make the most out of the one life I have but it's been fruitless. I'm tired of the same daily struggle and I just want to be at peace for once.

 

[avemaria]

what country are you from?

 

[sotomie]

Yeah, I'm a fucking waste of everyone's energy and space. I'm not building anything that will still exist after I'm gone. Replace me with someone else and the world doesn't even notice.

Sometimes I think the only objectively good thing I can say about myself is that I haven't committed a crime. What a pathetic standard to be proud of myself.