• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
hooman57

hooman57

kill me
Aug 13, 2026
29
i wonder if anybody on here has any actual stories of being at rock bottom with seemingly no way out, only beimg able to hope for a miracle, and actually being given it.
it seems everytime ive needed that to happen ive just slowly moved on and learned to live with things, i can only ever name 1 instance where id been given a sudden miracle or been "saved", but even then ive been trying to repair that situation for months on months.
so im wondering if anybody on here has had that happen to them, really life changing stuff out of nowhere, just a miracle, best way i can describe it is a miracle
also would probably give me some semblance of hope possibly as im in dire need of a miracle right now actually
 
  • Love
Reactions: LastNite
J

jdogg60

Member
Aug 7, 2026
35
Feel that...thats what i need...a miracle...clear intervention by a higher power. But i'de be lying if i said i was optimistic.
 
hooman57

hooman57

kill me
Aug 13, 2026
29
when you're got no way to hope you need it from somewhere you dont expect
 
P

plskilme

Student
Jul 8, 2026
108
At the time, I considered this to be a miracle. But now? Not so much to be honest. I had a seizure while swimming in the gulf of Mexico (or whatever the fuck people call it now) when I was like 12. Some dude who was on vacation, and who didn't speak any english at all (only german) and was studying to being a paramedic found me in there and performed CPR until the paramedics showed up and saved my life basically.
 

Similar threads

Meru
Replies
2
Views
215
Suicide Discussion
Mgelanie
Mgelanie
butimstillsoblue
Replies
2
Views
214
Suicide Discussion
butimstillsoblue
butimstillsoblue
lu15007
Replies
5
Views
380
Suicide Discussion
FluffIsJustice
F
boilingfishcakes
Replies
2
Views
271
Suicide Discussion
MatiSendiri
MatiSendiri