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hooman57

hooman57

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Aug 13, 2026
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i wonder if anybody on here has any actual stories of being at rock bottom with seemingly no way out, only beimg able to hope for a miracle, and actually being given it.
it seems everytime ive needed that to happen ive just slowly moved on and learned to live with things, i can only ever name 1 instance where id been given a sudden miracle or been "saved", but even then ive been trying to repair that situation for months on months.
so im wondering if anybody on here has had that happen to them, really life changing stuff out of nowhere, just a miracle, best way i can describe it is a miracle
also would probably give me some semblance of hope possibly as im in dire need of a miracle right now actually
 
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jdogg60

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Aug 7, 2026
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Feel that...thats what i need...a miracle...clear intervention by a higher power. But i'de be lying if i said i was optimistic.
 
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plskilme

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Jul 8, 2026
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At the time, I considered this to be a miracle. But now? Not so much to be honest. I had a seizure while swimming in the gulf of Mexico (or whatever the fuck people call it now) when I was like 12. Some dude who was on vacation, and who didn't speak any english at all (only german) and was studying to being a paramedic found me in there and performed CPR until the paramedics showed up and saved my life basically.
 

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