Anyone else with neuromuscular disorder ?

[unluckysadness]

My muscle spasms and physical pain are very intense because of this 3rd heatwave in Europe. I really do my best to survive but if it continues like this, I'll drink this SN shit soon so this torture is over. There is no treatment for my disease but my brain is masochist and want to continue this shit !! I stopped praying God because I prayed for decades and only bad things / traumas happened. If only I could have N or a gun.

I don't have the energy right now to start the euthanasia process in Switzerland. They will ask me a lot of things and I hate talking with doctors (they humiliated me so much). I just want to die at home (anyway I cannot travel because of my severe agoraphobia / OCD). This torture is against human rights. Why can't I just get a gun or N ??

If you have a rare neuromuscular disease like me (or other issues), how do you cope with it ?

 

[hughmun9]

Isn't SN a pretty similar experience to N?

 

[unluckysadness]

Isn't SN a pretty similar experience to N?

N is peaceful and SN isn't really peaceful. But if I must take SN, I'll take it. A lot of people here are looking for this product and at least I have the chance to have it. I just hope it is still good because of the temperature variations.