anyone else who relates?

[schatzbunny]

i feel conflicted about ctbing. i feel like i have not done enough or used all of my potential to try to end my suffering and make living if not enjoyable then bearable. anyone else who feels the same? are you doing anything about it?

 

[NutOrat]

Same, I never put in enough effort because I'd rather be a lazy sack of shit and curl up and die than force myself to do things to live. I could have a happy life if I put in the effort, I am suffering because of myself.

 

[behindtheveil]

Well, what if life is just a game and we are unwillingly, the players. Or how about life is a platform, and we are the passengers waiting for our final train home.
In any scenario, all we can do is our best to pass our time. How we do it, is up to us.