Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
2,910
Mine is Scotch/Whiskey, I absolutely love it with coke but it sends me, do dally. I have been in all sorts of trouble over the years after drinking it, but any other drink Vodka, Rum Gin I am great, even Stella lager no problem.

Cheers

Geo
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,164
Any kind of alcohol just gets me very happy but if I overdrink I just end up vomiting and with a terrible suicidal hangover lol
 
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BloodyNobody

BloodyNobody

AshIsOurPurestForm✨
May 25, 2021
62
Sambuca mainly (raspberry's my fave) boi does that turn me into something else
 
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AnotherBrick

AnotherBrick

Member
Jun 25, 2020
47
It's so funny that I came across this thread tonight. I haven't drank liquor for over a year and haven't visited this site since... Oh, December 2020 or January? I really thought the ketamine was helping.

But due to waaaay too much drama to share rn, i ended up having an old fashioned and losing my shit tonight. My "friend", as always, made me feel worse and scolded me instead of helping. So i just got home after a very, very long and drunk walk in the middle of a large, dangerous city (I'm a small town girl, no idea wtf I'm doing).

Tonight I learned to trust no one, that I am completely alone and by myself. Even my beloved family, the one thing that previously held me back, cannot be trusted.

I hope i keep the resolution to CTB tomorrow. Thing is, i have no SN (stupidly threw out my stash while moving last month). So idk how the fuck I'm gonna do this. When I was younger i planned hanging but I don't want to risk brain damage if I'm 'saved'.

Anyway, this is the only community that ever got me and I guess no matter how hard I try, i cant stay away. Can I please get a welcome back? I know that's so narcissistic to ask but at this point I just want to belong ~somewhere~.

I mean, I have no friends and my family is now in shambles. Perfect time to CTB.
 
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Celerity

Celerity

shape without form, shade without colour
Jan 24, 2021
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Nah, I don't really believe in this idea. I think at most a mental association is formed between the alcohol and that particular experience being drunk. I have a stomach of steel and have gotten stupid drunk on almost everything. I hate the taste of whiskey and have thrown up on it, but I can still drink it just fine. I'm a pretty happy drunk most of the time, but when I'm feeling particularly sad, the alcohol just amplifies it.
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

Visionary
Sep 9, 2018
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Anything harder than beer will turn me into a complete donkey. But I can't really get drunk off just beer. So I end up throwing in a bunch of shots with it and becoming a total wackjob. I say embarrassing things and go overboard emotionally. I have a love/hate relationship with being drunk.
 
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sadbadpsychogirl

sadbadpsychogirl

sonofabitch
May 29, 2020
725
any alcohol turns me into a complete wreck
 
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Shadowrider

Shadowrider

Student
Jan 26, 2021
184
Anything harder than beer will turn me into a complete donkey. But I can't really get drunk off just beer. So I end up throwing in a bunch of shots with it and becoming a total wackjob. I say embarrassing things and go overboard emotionally. I have a love/hate relationship with being drunk.
Same here.
Used to be a heavy drinker, I was like "anything that does damage is welcome", but I am tired of behaving like an idiot (something I am surprisingly skilled at while sober lol), getting sick, feeling ashamed... because I always remember everything I did or said.
Beer seems to be safer. I can drink it and stay as normal as I am able to (that's not very normal either lol).
 
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GenesAndEnvironment

GenesAndEnvironment

Autistic loser
Jan 26, 2021
5,739
All alcohol makes me even more cringy than I already am.
 
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Rayzieka

Rayzieka

Not Really Here
Apr 28, 2021
637
Tequilla seems to make me blackout drunk faster than anything else.
I'm sure I mentioned this here somewhere before but I drank nearly a whole bottle and smashed my head on the floor-
When I woke up my mom said after I hit my head I uber-eats ordered a bowl of chilli from wendy's, ate the whole thing and passed back out til morning. I had no memory of any of that but confirmed it when I saw I somehow managed to spend $14 on just one medium bowl of chilli.
 

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