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PapaYeehaw

PapaYeehaw

Indecisive 🧘‍♀️
Nov 28, 2021
38
I've tried multiple times to quit alcohol but I just keep going back, which makes me feel like I shouldn't even bother and just either let the alcohol kill me or find a way to do it myself because dying from alcohol is an extremely terrible way to go. I wake up with awful health anxiety knowing I just downed a bottle the night before. Imagining my body just getting worse makes me want to give up because I simply don't think I can quit. Anyone else?
 
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niawscm

Member
May 6, 2023
27
Do your alcohol abuse and your suicidal desires have a common cause? Something's driving you to drink, right? Is it something that definitely cannot be fixed?
 
shantyizlit

shantyizlit

Really, what was the point?
Jul 7, 2023
189
If only drinking oneself to death was simple
 
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PapaYeehaw

PapaYeehaw

Indecisive 🧘‍♀️
Nov 28, 2021
38
Do your alcohol abuse and your suicidal desires have a common cause? Something's driving you to drink, right? Is it something that definitely cannot be fixed?
No because I want to die mostly because of anxiety, but I don't even know why I drink anymore. I just feel the urge and can't stop myself. It's strange.