Anyone else waiting for N dealer to show up ?

[DreamEnd]

Have sn but scared to use it yet

 

[onceuponadec]

Yup I'm hanging on to that hope that I can get some soon. I also promised my sister the stay until her child is born.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I wouldn't wait around for N, it may never be available again. I'd just go with a "Plan B" if you have one.

 

[Venus13]

Losing N was top 3 worst events of my year. I really wanted it for the suicide I've always wanted. I have sn too. I'll just say I'm grateful for it but not at peace.

 

[DreamEnd]

I wouldn't wait around for N, it may never be available again. I'd just go with a "Plan B" if you have one.

I have sn but damn all those failed threads keep me alive. I hate it

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I have sn but damn all those failed threads keep me alive. I hate it

I understand your concerns. But, honestly, there have been more threads indicating success than unsuccess. And, personally, I believe the latest threads indicating unsuccess are very suspicious, to say the least. But, I do get your concern.

 

[LittleBlackCat]

Have sn but scared to use it yet

Same here.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

Even if a dealer appears it'll still be expensive (who knows if even more so) and there'll still be a real risk of never receiving it as well as legal trouble.

 

[MountainMonkey]

I log on routinely and search for N threads. Nothing. My stomach turns with the feelings of helplessness and anger. Seems like it's an unattainable solution. I'm tired of being forced to suffer

 

[FuneralCry]

At least you have the SN by your side, I think that those with SN are lucky as after all it's a reliable method that so many have ctb with, but I really do understand the wish for N. It sounds so ideal having the option of N and at least to me peacefully passing away would be the best thing possible, I would leave this world as soon as possible if I had it and I so envy those with N. It's tragic how we are denied it, and cannot get it legally in the first place.

I read about someone in my country receiving a wellness check after managing to get N, so I know that N would never be an option for me unless there is some form of legal euthanasia available. I think that if I had the SN I would probably go with that, I mean N sounds way better of course, but even if N is available it sounds complicated and risky trying to obtain it. But I'm so tired of this pro suffering world that makes it as difficult as possible for us to die, of course a peaceful exit from this life should be a human right and we shouldn't have to struggle so much in finding ways to die.

 

[Never Alive]

I'm waiting as well(more so delaying the inevitable but hoping a peaceful way out will come my way) but just having SN would already put me at ease.

 

[eremito]

I am coming to terms with the idea that I will never get N

 

[fizi22]

anyone know if its possible to buy it in person from a pharmacy in mexico?

 

[outrider567]

Have sn but scared to use it yet

Nitrogen set up been a go for months, its waiting for me, not scared to use it at all, just waiting for the right time

 

[Lostinspace]

SN is the poor man's N, no one with a choice would go for the former. No failed N threads as far as I know of, plenty of SN horror stories though

 

[eremito]

No failed N threads as far as I know of

because there are no effective N threads as far as I'm aware of

 

[LittleBlackCat]

anyone know if its possible to buy it in person from a pharmacy in mexico?

I don't think so. But it's a possibility in Peru (according to most recent pph). Can't imagine travelling all that way and not being able to get it, though. That would be so awful.

 

[myownpetvirus]

I'm planning to use opiates which are just as peaceful and killed 100000 people last year