anyone else spend the majority of their time alone?

[kkamasal]

with the exception of my parents I dropped out of high school from the age of 16 and spent most of my time alone I was lonely at the thought of wanting to belong somewhere when I was 16 but now its the opposite I want to be alone and I like people who are similar to me on the internet. But I cant really see them. they are just people who plan to die or die.... Of course if theyre like me

 

[ThatGuyOverThere]

You're not describing isolation. That's solutide. Isolation will destroy your prefrontal cortex and is the same on your heart as smoking 3 packs a day. They live 12 years less on average.

I just read an article on the inmates in isolation in Venezuela and how it's so unbelievably torturous even Venezuela can barely find guards who can handle the job. And the guards have to be reminded every day there the worst of the worst or they'll help them.

Anyone else ever isolate themselves to the point you don't miss others anymore, you miss yourself? Or you're such a tired insomniac so not used to talking your vocal cords become so weak you have to hold your throat to speak.

Sorry, Mixed up the definitions, thanks for the correction.

All ways thought it was the other way around solitude meant, complete detachment from society.

 

[Kavka]

I have been alone 98.21% of the time in the last six months, based on an average week.

 

[Valhala]

Since I was left without her, my loneliness is absolute. I communicate with other people, I work, but without her I'm simply not me, I'm not whole, as if I don't exist anymore. That woman was the first and basic need of my spirit, she is my other half , my everything, she is the only one who could reconcile me with my inner turmoil, silence my ontological questioning which is now mercilessly eating me up. Without her I am completely exposed to the cosmic nonsense of existence in all its weight. Until we met and fell in love somehow I resisted the nonsense of existence, since we are no longer together, everything has really become meaningless.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I'm completely alone irl aside from family. All I really do is chat with some online friends

 

[FuneralCry]

I would prefer that as long as I'm unfortunate enough to be burdened with this painful existence that just caused me to suffer so much but of course I'd never wish to experience anything at all, to me personally it'll always feel so dreadful and undesirable to exist, I never should have suffered at all, I was never meant to exist.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

100% alone, unless you count going to grocery stores as not being alone.

 

[Gangrel]

Not just most, 100% of the time.
I live alone and the only time I leave home is to go to the pharmacy to collect my meds (about 5 minute walk). I don't work, have no friends or family anymore and I get all my food delivered. The only social interactions I have now are with the pharmacist (a brief "hello") and maybe a few words with the delivery driver. I don't even have online "friends" so that is it. Every single day the same as the previous one, on and on and on. It's tough.

If you ever need a friend i am here for you. You just need to post more to be able to PM. I like your profile picture by the way, you seem like a nice person

I know it's probably made my mental health worse but being around people takes so much effort, I have to act completely differently to when I am alone and after all these years of doing it it has just sucked me dry spiritually.

Just wanted to say i really enjoy your posts, your profile picture and your username, they're very remarkable to me.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Yes. I don't have time to socialize. But Even if I had time I don't want any kind of relationship with another human .

What for?

They tell us that you need friends and that you need a romantic relationship.

I don't need any of that . The mind is everything what you think you become