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curiousbeing

I tried everything
Dec 18, 2022
359
I will ctb all alone . I don't even want to be found. Quietly lived, quietly gone
 
Ybxn9

Ybxn9

Member
Apr 27, 2023
24
Alone, why would I want someone close to me or even a stranger to see me die, I dont think it will make you lonely, only more at peace, also what if that person ends up "rescuing you"
 
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sadbh—itstimetogo🤎

unintentionally offensive
Apr 4, 2026
801
Sometimes I like the idea of not being alone, but I don't want to be with someone panicking and I don't want to have to worry about someone else in my final moments.
 
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curiousbeing

I tried everything
Dec 18, 2022
359
sorry . I wrongly explained

I mean, would you do it closer to some village or civilization or middle of nowhere ?
also what if that person ends up "rescuing you"

I don't want to have to worry about someone else in my final moments.
Sorry I asked wrongly . Would you choose your location somewhere near city or village or middle of nowhere , miles away from nearby village ?
 
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sadbh—itstimetogo🤎

unintentionally offensive
Apr 4, 2026
801
sorry . I wrongly explained

I mean, would you do it closer to some village or civilization or middle of nowhere ?



Sorry I asked wrongly . Would you choose your location somewhere near city or village or middle of nowhere , miles away from nearby village ?
Location for me has more to do with how quickly EMS can reach you. Or just a personal preference for being in nature.
 
desiderium

desiderium

divinely inhuman.
Nov 23, 2021
75
I want to (personally) die hand-in-hand with someone, but rurally.

I feel like attempting in a crowded/populated area will only increase the risk of someone stumbling across us and interfering. A lot of methods aren't instantaneous, and I don't want a neighbor or passing stranger to try and help or 'save' us before the attempt is successful. I don't like the odds.
 
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h4ppyhypoxia

h4ppyhypoxia

Experienced
Aug 8, 2026
272
alone, but ideally id want someone else there for the purpose of making sure i actually die, if for some reason something goes wrong while im unconscious, they can correct it (ik this isnt going to happen id just feel better if it could)
 
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Somewhat Suicidal

surviving anhedonia ≠ living
Aug 26, 2026
591
Would love to have someone with me and not having to this alone like everything else. But probably not gonna happen.

As for a stranger or neighbour, definitely not, as they would most likely save me.
Outdoor is preferred ig, but need to be some rural location or a forest otherwise the likelihood of being found and saved is just way too great. Alternative would be indoors, but that's not as nice imo.
 

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