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ineed2die

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Feb 15, 2024
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I am almost always sad. I wake up and I am sad, I go to work and I am sad.

When I sit on the toilet to take a dump, I am sad.. When I go out to food alone I am sad.

Is anyone else sad the majority of the time? Even when I get drunk or high I am sad.
 
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missedmybus

missedmybus

Out of the Relapse. Into the Rehab.
Feb 2, 2025
124
Yes, I am in a bit of a similar situation. If you have what I have, the medical term for this is dysthymia.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,360
I think my predominant emotion is frustration/ being fed up. Usually because I'm having to do life crap I don't want to do. It dips into sadness very readily though. It's almost surprising how readily I'll start crying at any moment. I think it's all just bubbling there under the surface.
 
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human909

human909

Banned
Dec 30, 2024
590
I am somewhat sad most of the times too. All i do is just sitting and waiting for the day to be done so i can at least try to sleep and escape life for a little.
 
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ineed2die

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Feb 15, 2024
77
I am somewhat sad most of the times too. All i do is just sitting and waiting for the day to be done so i can at least try to sleep and escape life for a little.
Same. I come home from work, eat and surf the internet (i dont actually enjoy anything) until I fall asleep. Life seems so empty and meaningless right now.
 
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fly

fly

lights out now
Feb 29, 2024
48
Helloui patoui,

yh sad ofc but the pain is just in short moments when you get triggerd by something. But sad yh

Love yall fellas
 
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Werewolf.

Student
May 28, 2021
184
Sometimes I get really sad, like earlier tonight. It's 5 A.M. but I was sad enough to log into this forum again after months of inactivity. I only get sad when I think about the things that have happened to me in the past, the things that brought me here.
 
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ineed2die

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Feb 15, 2024
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Sometimes I get really sad, like earlier tonight. It's 5 A.M. but I was sad enough to log into this forum again after months of inactivity. I only get sad when I think about the things that have happened to me in the past, the things that brought me here.
Yea. I'll never forget the first time it dawned on me I would always be sad. Even in my best times I will always have a little bit of sadness in the core of my heart/personality/spirit.
 
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Michi_Violeta

Michi_Violeta

why couldn't it be me?
Feb 3, 2025
515
I've only had 3 moods since my ex broke up with me in July last year: anxious. hopeless, and distracted. And then again I don't allow myself to get distracted too much because I start forgetting her.
 
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Werewolf.

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May 28, 2021
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Yea. I'll never forget the first time it dawned on me I would always be sad. Even in my best times I will always have a little bit of sadness in the core of my heart/personality/spirit.
Yes, precisely. The sadness never goes away. It disappears, but like a fateful lover or partner, always come back again.
 
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ineed2die

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Feb 15, 2024
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I've only had 3 moods since my ex broke up with me in July last year: anxious. hopeless, and distracted. And then again I don't allow myself to get distracted too much because I start forgetting her.
Why would you not want to forget her?
 
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Michi_Violeta

why couldn't it be me?
Feb 3, 2025
515
Why would you not want to forget her?
Because it was a beautiful relationship and I still love her despite the pain she's causing me. I had waited years for an opportunity to love and be loved again and...it really was all that, except for the way it ended. If I forget about her, just like I forgot about my first ex, I'll probably end up losing that remaining 0.00001% of hope I've got left.
 
BookShelf

BookShelf

At the very end, you can only trust yourself.
Jan 2, 2023
97
It's been lately like that, I feel excruciating sadness overwhelming me every day almost every moment, and I don't even know what's causing it, I wanna get killed
 
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Prism

🌈💎
Jul 15, 2024
130
Yes, I don't think happiness is possible for me anymore.
 
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