Anyone else paranoid of having their internet activity monitered?

[FadingDawn]

I already got random suicide alerts on a piece of media i use which i thought would be unrelated... anyone else just paranoid; has this happened to anyone else? Is there anything in law, relative to most EU countries, that the pigs can do???

 

[the_path_of_sorrows]

You are not alone, I'm constantly paranoid. I keep telling myself that they can't stop me from ctb, I've gotten all the information about my ideal way to go and now shit feels slightly more calming.

 

[sussshiroll]

They are welcome to fuck my life more if they can.

And im sure they don't care if we CTB. They want to us not to CTB for long time so that psychiatry and big pharma stays making $$$.

 

[gorexzxz]

I think its possible but after doing some research it just kind of impossible to many people use the internet and look up shady things all the time. I mean I've met a couple of book writers who tell me they have looked up details about how to murder and hide bodies to selling drugs and even heard stories about child abuse Facebook groups. Even in the news stories where they catch a person who does illegal stuff it is always a long term investigation. E.g. Silk Road the deep net market place ran for 3 years before the FBI even arrested the guy who ran it. (Too a certain degree he was sloppy).

 

[ham and potatoes]

That's why I use a VPN.
It's not impossible for someone to track you when using a VPN, but it makes it much, much harder

 

[tbroken]

I think it is just the AI that gives you all those alerts and props. If they target you they can actually do something.
Also as an ICT-guy I can tell you that VPN is not hyper-secure, they still can track you, unless you don't use your own VPN and armor your network... but it is really a long stuff to do. Btw using a VPN is for sure better than not using it.

I think that pigs just use some AI script to track all the times words like suicide or similar are written on the internet and AI constantly learns the jargon of suicidal ppl.

 

[idreamofwires]

I'm very paranoid about this. I registered here a few days ago and this is my first time posting. I guess it's a risk I'm willing to take because I have no other outlet (besides my therapist but I can't tell her or she'll have me put in the psych ward) for talking about wanting to CTB soon.

 

[lnlybnny]

i was reading some report from SN related ctbs in the city where i live and they got people's computers and discovered everything they did in it, even discovered everything they posted here on this forum... so yeah i'm very paranoid now

 

[SuicidalTiger]

Hello.

This is specific to the UK and GCHQ, but could apply to the USA and the NSA. Please take what I say with a gram of salt, as it is not accurate, it is just my interpretation as a PhD CS Student.

You are a small fish, even if you've googled Sodium Nitrate sources, unless you're also meeting other individuals in real life, a follower of certain violent beliefes or active in the distribution of child pornography, I doubt you are going to be checked. People have bouts of weird googling, there is case over here in the UK of a man being snagged on CP charges for having loli hental? How was he found? He told all of his friends about his server and one reported him.

Good chances, that if he kept quiet, he would have never been found out.

If you're not telling others you plan to CTB, I doubt you will be registered, every western nation is too focused on preventing extremist attacks to be bothered about one or two suicidal people.

Obviously don't be to brasen about this, but I think you can relax, so long as you keep your wants here, I think you will be perfectly fine. I hope this helps you relax a little.

 

[Jorms_McGander]

Now they know you call em pigs

I'm not worried about it. I don't engage in controversial topics because that's for normies jacking their own emotions off.

Because it's for normies jacking their own emotions off, it can actually be socially dangerous. Normies are dangerous in groups.

They're only coming down if you're being psychonoxious. They're not patrolling for people who are at risk to only themselves. Keep to yourself by avoiding controversy and you will avoid the furious apes

 

[Linda]

I already got random suicide alerts on a piece of media i use which i thought would be unrelated... anyone else just paranoid; has this happened to anyone else? Is there anything in law, relative to most EU countries, that the pigs can do???

There are several things you can do to protect your privacy.
(1) Clear all cookies every time you close your browser. (You should be able to make this automatic, using your browser settings.) Those alerts you got may have been made possible by cookies.
(2) Access SaSu using a good VPN (such as proton), or Tor. (Tor can be slow, so for most people a good VPN is more practical.)
(3) If you want to remove all traces of your browsing history, run software that will securely wipe files. (East Tec Eraser is good. Run it regularly, e.g. weekly.) Just deleting your browser history isn't enough, though it will defeat any casual snooper who may have access to your machine.
(4) If you are really paranoid, boot to a live OS that prioritises privacy, such as Tails, and only access the interent using Tor after switching off javascript. (You probably don't need to be that paranoid.)

 

[DesperateOne]

I already got random suicide alerts on a piece of media i use which i thought would be unrelated... anyone else just paranoid; has this happened to anyone else? Is there anything in law, relative to most EU countries, that the pigs can do???

I think they can, but the police have to care enough to go through bureaucracy and courts in order to get permission to monitor your traffic through the ISP. If you are just a suicidal person and haven't done anything seriously illegal your most likely fine. They don't want to waste resources and time on people like us imo.

Like others have said, to calm the nerves you could also use a VPN service which creates this encrypted private tunnel through which your data moves. Nobody can see what is in that tunnel, not even your ISP. If you use Proton they also delete user data very frequently, so if the police go to them Proton won't have anything to give.

 

[Forveleth]

That's why I use a VPN.
It's not impossible for someone to track you when using a VPN, but it makes it much, much harder

VPNs are great until the VPN gets hacked/raided and all of their records are downloaded. Conveniently tying to you via your account with them.

 

[Dmoore3232]

What you are describing has to do with cookies and advertising I think. Yes with ads they can hear your voice like with what happened with Siri. I have been talking to my friend at work about Oreo's and then an Oreo's ad shows up on my phone for example. Yes these companies like Google collect data.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm pretty sure ISPs are giving a fuck what you are actually doing online. I'm not worried that anyone monitors what I'm doing online and which websites I'm visiting and so on.

 

[Ernest1964]

No. Not at all. I'm pretty sure that none of us is as important to others as we think we are to ourselves.

 

[thenamingofcats]

I'm paranoid about it too but feel helpless to do much to stop it. If they're determined to make my last years as painful as possible and want to spend their resources to do it, I know I can't stop them. Just gives me more reason to ctb.

 

[EternalShore]

we may be fringe, but we're not doing anything wrong or illegal at all, and they still wish to go after us! >_< ngl, I think the government is tracking everyone! >_< especially with how they can freely get data from the big tech companies by merely asking, even without a warrant! >_< Plus, I believe there's some form of government spyware in all non-government computers made since Windows 7! >_< it's honestly really scary ngl! D:
Just be aware that it's not just God that's watching but also the government and be as safe as you can~ <3

 

[notherenotnow]

Yeah, all the fucking time. My kind of friend is great at coding and everything, and for some reason my brain is convinced that he's stalking me and what I do all the time. I get so fucking scared when random people that I don't know look at me. I'm scared that somebody could expose me. I wish I could just delete every single thing I wrote or made

 

[FadingDawn]

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There are several things you can do to protect your privacy.
(1) Clear all cookies every time you close your browser. (You should be able to make this automatic, using your browser settings.) Those alerts you got may have been made possible by cookies.
(2) Access SaSu using a good VPN (such as proton), or Tor. (Tor can be slow, so for most people a good VPN is more practical.)
(3) If you want to remove all traces of your browsing history, run software that will securely wipe files. (East Tec Eraser is good. Run it regularly, e.g. weekly.) Just deleting your browser history isn't enough, though it will defeat any casual snooper who may have access to your machine.
(4) If you are really paranoid, boot to a live OS that prioritises privacy, such as Tails, and only access the interent using Tor after switching off javascript. (You probably don't need to be that paranoid.)

A lot of this, in terms of SS, is largely pointless, because your account if already tied to your own IP -- because the fucking mods are paranoid at the expense of users.

 

[Linda]

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A lot of this, in terms of SS, is largely pointless, because your account if already tied to your own IP -- because the fucking mods are paranoid at the expense of users.

No, it's not pointless. When you register, there is indeed a link between your IP and SaSu - but that proves only that someone using your computer has registered. It says nothing about why that person registered. It doesn't prove that it was you who registered. (If you ever have other people in your house they could have used your computer. Nobody can prove otherwise.) At all other times, you can use a VPN to access the site.

 

[Darkover]

facebook is monitored by the police and news agencies like the Daily Mail RT and Zero Hedge i know because I have first-hand experience with this matter I've had my internet searches monitored in real-time also redirecting of websites to show alternative content, phones have been monitored to listen in on my conversation but you have to be a person of importance to have any of this done to you.

it came about through Facebook and me posting my thoughts on there they got picked up by the Daily Mail and Guardian by the people who work there and have access to the tools Facebook provides that allow people to spy on your posts and messages, there was back and forth between me some of the journalist and celebrities, like "richard branson" and "owen jones"

anyway all that came of it was these music videos

 

[MindFrog]

My internet history's being tracked for more than a year now.. It's mindwrecking b4 but I'm starting to not care much. It's kinda irritating but the one good thing is I get to be a douche to those assholes.

It's refreshing. Not having to be polite to people. Cussing them feels good. It feels "right" in a way and its even better when its someone you normally should respect more. A teacher, a police officer, the elderly. So long as they talk shit to me, i retaliate. It's good for the soul.

Not to brag but I even had an ARG (maybe even more than one) made from what I experienced and its making me kinda proud. I'm giving support to an art form that i want to thrive and I did it without lifting a finger. Like damn I wonder what other things they come up with? I wish for more ARGs tbh. Maybe something about the ocean ?

 

[Ambivalent1]

The NSA is our friend

 

[depthss]

I'm definitely worried about this too, I even put black tape over my front and back phone cameras

 

[AnxiousLlama]

I don't care tbh because it's truly over.

 

[Abyssal]

Not monitored, but o am paranoid that I'll trust someone here and they will hurt me or lock me up.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

They can look at everything I do. I don't care. There's nothing to see there. Doubtful they care about me pursuing means to end my life. I've been searching various means and topics for years. No one has tried to stop me or paid me any welfare checks. Now, if I were some type of pedo or terrorist, that might be a different story. But, just looking into things to harm myself???? - the powers that be have more important things to focus on.

 

[Unicr0n]

(2) Access SaSu using a good VPN (such as proton), or Tor. (Tor can be slow, so for most people a good VPN is more practical.)

TOR plus a VPN that is not within Five Eyes or Nine Eyes and doesn't keep any logs. Fourteen Eyes VPNs are there as well but they're better than nothing.
The government can track your internet usage through download and upload speeds via TOR and can figure out relatively what you've been doing on it. Maybe not exact web pages, but they can know what you upload or download.

 

[Linda]

TOR plus a VPN that is not within Five Eyes or Nine Eyes and doesn't keep any logs. Fourteen Eyes VPNs are there as well but they're better than nothing.
The government can track your internet usage through download and upload speeds via TOR and can figure out relatively what you've been doing on it. Maybe not exact web pages, but they can know what you upload or download.

Yes, a few governments have the ability to do that. But why would they bother for people who are merely suicidal, and not a threat to the state? Their resources may be large, but they are still finite, and they can't afford to waste them on unimportant things.