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hereandthere13

hereandthere13

why me?
Sep 14, 2023
140
title says it all
 
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Agroboy

Agroboy

I am not quite the man you take me for
Apr 30, 2026
29
I keep thinking about a line I read once:

If suicide weren't an option, I would have already found a way to kill myself.

Suicide seems like a relief when it's an option, and that eases the burden of life.
 
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burninghill

burninghill

Student
Dec 2, 2025
199
I think it's really powerful that someone's struggling could ever be so extreme that they find a way to override their bodies most basic instinct
 
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Bishop

Student
Mar 24, 2024
137
I'm not sure mesmerised is the word I would choose to use in my situation. It's simply the only thing on my mind.
 
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PanaxMan

Arcanist
Apr 11, 2023
426
Sure it's why I'm taking the long way out to experience freedom before death