Anyone else is scared of life but at same time scared of death to?

[submarinedownsea]

Im standing in a road w two ways, wich im scared of both. I dont wanna live, im not to old but what i saw, marriage, job, studying, its to hard to stand, hard to dont feel guilty or tired. Not to mention the fact everybody dont give a fuck, they hate each other and love theirselfs, nobody cares and this hurts me a lot. But at the same time, i fear regreting, i fear feeling pain, or if someone find me and i end up in a coma, or those kinda of shit of after life. Also, even tought nobody gives a damn about me i give about them, so i would feel bad. Idk, i really dont know how to feel, anyone else feels this to? (Inglish sucks cause im not using it recently)

 

[GodzillasBiggestFan]

yes i feel this too. when i am attempting and closer to death, death scares me, but when i'm not in danger, i feel miserable about being alive. its like whatever i can have in the moment scares me. its exhausting and i dont know what to do. i dont know how to get out of it

 

[searchingforpeace]

I am in the same boat it's horrible I think the only solution is to trick yourself into dying maybe it's possible if you trick yourself into taking something that you convince yourself is not what it is

 

[cookji]

Most people on that site probably feel that way, don't they?
Living is scary, and dying is scary too.

I feel like no one cares about me either.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I'm scared of life. also i fear failing a suicide attempt and remaining alive with more damage . both involve a fear of excruciating pain.

when Dead I cannot suffer any unbearable pain so Death is the state i desire. absolute safety from ever suffering unbearable pain. why would I fear that?I don't fear Death. Death is Non-existence forever.

my Death is the escape from hell. I don't fear it but want to die

any human or other animal any minute can suffer pain or suffering so bad it's a billion times worse than one can imagine. but this is only life while alive

they have most people believing it's much better being in danger of unbearable pain or extreme torture than in the state of Death / non-existence when u can never suffer intolerable pain. on top of that u have to suffer, work , constan chores , problems just to exist as a slave under threat of extreme torture

I will never fear Death

 

[Forever Sleep]

I definitely feel this. It's like being between a rock and a hard place.

 

[disabledlife]

Yes, mee too, especially I'm disabled with genetic health without solutions, with a painful and agonizing end of life expected! It's incurable.

 

[Ligottian]

It's been too hard living
But I'm afraid to die
'cause I don't know what's up there
Beyond the sky.

- Sam Cooke, ''A Change is Gonna Come"

 

[singingcrow]

both is scary but i think life is more scary for me in someways. having intense emotions and thoughts is scary lol

death hopefully is more peaceful for me i want to stop feeling