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The Schizoid

The Schizoid

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Oct 24, 2023
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I am working with a mental health professional. I have tried numerous different NHS professionals in my country Scotland and they mostly did nothing for me.

I am now paying £130 per session with a very qualified psychologist in my local area. I'm 4 sessions in and the difference is quite significant. I guess you get what you pay for.

I am really going to give this therapy a go and try and hold on.

My mental health is really fucking with my body and making me physically ill. I get ringing in my ears, stomach pains, nausea, feeling like I can faint, I cannot really exercise for any length of time.

I am currently not even able to work because of my issues because the impact it has on me is making me ill. It sucks, I feel useless now.

Anyway, I am going to give therapy one last chance to succeed. It may cost me a lot of money, but hopefully it will be worth it.

If it doesn't work though, then I'm just going to kill myself. There is no way I can live like this long term.

I've done lots of things to get better. I've not been perfect in my discipline, but I think I've tried many different things.

TL;DR If this new therapy doesn't work, I'm dying.
 

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