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LastNite

LastNite

Bad Decisions -The Strokes
Mar 31, 2025
80
I've always wanted to die in the snow but my last attempt didn't go so well. I tried to OD on Ibuprofen and Acetaminophen roughly 100 grams of it. I also wanted to bleed out because I knew OD'ing will be slow but that's the part I didnt go through it was hard to cut because Im not that good with pain. That day it was supposed to snow but dumb me didnt know the time it'll snow : [ So I had a hundred grams of OTC meds in my stomach and I couldn't cut myself... I had to call 911 in the end I spent 2 days in the hospital AND IT SNOWED WHILE I WAS ON THE HOPSITAL BED. I felt so unlucky it was a nice view but still If it was snowing I guess I wouldve had more motivation.


Now it's summer and I changed my plan to OD on fent but IT'S SUPER SUPER HOT LIKE REALLY HOT AND I HATE IT. I dont want to die in 80 degrees weather :<
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,393
I hate hot weather !!!! 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬
 
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Alexei_Kirillov

Alexei_Kirillov

More beast than man
Mar 9, 2024
1,198
Sorry you went through that, hospitalization sucks :\

I also hate the warm weather. All the happy people come out and--though I feel kind of bad for saying it--I can't stand their happiness, their joie-de-vivre. I can't bear to look at them, knowing how far my reality is from theirs.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Member
May 10, 2025
23
agree with you
 
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LastNite

LastNite

Bad Decisions -The Strokes
Mar 31, 2025
80
Sorry you went through that, hospitalization sucks :\

I also hate the warm weather. All the happy people come out and--though I feel kind of bad for saying it--I can't stand their happiness, their joie-de-vivre. I can't bear to look at them, knowing how far my reality is from theirs.
Yeh I kind of feel envious as well. Summer is supposed to be like a happy season where people go out to places and have fun but I spend it alone doing nothing just dying of heat while in winter everyone is inside and Im outside enjoying the beauty of snow.
 
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plan c

plan c

My last resort.
Nov 8, 2022
142
oww. it seems so desperate u must be, for everything u've gone through. but im sure it'll take sth. like 2,000 pills to kill u. OD on over-the-counter med. is not a good idea.
 
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Dejected 55

Student
May 7, 2025
132
Never a fan of summer or heat. I'm depressed year-round so those "winter doldrums" that people talk about don't mean anything to me. I'm at least physically more comfortable in cold weather.
 
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Bootleg Astolfo

Bootleg Astolfo

Glorious Bean Plushie
Oct 12, 2020
831
As he who overheats instantly I HATE YOU WARM WEATHER FUCK OFF ! But it's worse crime... ITS WORSE CRIME... IT PREVENTS ME FROM BEING FASHIONABLE. I can't wear anything more than a tshirt when it's 20C+ or i immediatly catch on fire.
 
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mourningyesterday

mourningyesterday

Member
Apr 30, 2025
7
always feel extra shitty in summer hearing people outside living their life while im rotting
 
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monetpompo

monetpompo

૮ • ﻌ - ა
Apr 21, 2025
91
I also hate the warm weather. All the happy people come out and--though I feel kind of bad for saying it--I can't stand their happiness, their joie-de-vivre. I can't bear to look at them, knowing how far my reality is from theirs.

i'm geniunely miserable in the summer. each year. my suicidal thoughts spike up and i feel like i can't get any help because no one seems reachable since they have plans. it fills me with some sort of dread to know that i just can't be as happy as everyone else. i can't stand it.
 
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bananaolympus

Experienced
Dec 12, 2024
294
I do like cold weather more but since my attempt i have a plate in my jaw and plates and rod on my femurs and they get stiff when is very cold so i appreciate summer more now
 
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NoPoint2Life

Why is this so hard?
Aug 31, 2024
669
I can't stand it. I despise being hot. I hate that gross feeling and having OCD just makes it worse.
And as if I really need something to make me feel worse and more irritable.
I'm already eating more ice cream than ever to compensate for it so I'm sure I will gain some weight by the end of the summer.
Plus, no one gets it. Admittedly, it was beautiful out the other day. A neighbor told my father it would be so great to see me out there. Between the number of times my father has tried to explain to her that I don't like going outside and the fact that she never ever sees me out there, why do they always have to put their two cents in and act like a beautiful day just makes everything better for everyone?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,466
I understand as I see it as just causing more pain and more suffering in an existence already so futile and torturous, I just wish I was never burdened with this existence at all, I wish I never had to suffer more than anything, I'd just never wish for any of this.
 
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LetMeOut67

LetMeOut67

Member
May 7, 2025
42
Hot weather is the only thing that lowers my stress and anxiety levels
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,537
Hot weather makes my depression worse I overheat easy and cant go out for walks
 
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Daenerys Targaryen

Daenerys Targaryen

toxic
Jan 4, 2025
359
Now, I'm afraid it might ruin my sn. In my country, Spain, summer is hell
 
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LostLily

LostLily

Why do I exist?
Nov 18, 2024
661
True, it's too hot here, too. It's around 86F, and I want to ride my bike , but it's too hot.
 
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LastNite

LastNite

Bad Decisions -The Strokes
Mar 31, 2025
80
Hot weather makes my depression worse I overheat easy and cant go out for walks
Same I loved the winter because like no matter how much you walk you don't get too hot and annoyed.

Hot weather is the only thing that lowers my stress and anxiety levels
that's good to know lol at least summer is actually helpful for some people
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,651
Living in Scotland, I'd like the opportunity to see how I feel about hot weather.
 
22yearsbroken

22yearsbroken

Lost in the dark... with no sign of light
Feb 15, 2025
272
I love the cold and the snow tbose winter mornings .... and i love spring and summer dew filled grass mornings and hazy summer nights....

But i hate living in the north west if england when its nithi g but gloom and grey and drizzle weather..
 
Rynalia

Rynalia

生とは死に至る病そのものだ
Apr 22, 2025
125
Anything above 5C is hot.

Yeah. You heard me. Don't read it again out of shock.
 
Daxter777

Daxter777

Student
May 22, 2023
102
I absolutely hate hot weather, that is why im so happy these days regarding the weather since it's winter time for me. If I could I would love to move somewhere where its cold all year round.
 

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