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EmptyManForever
My wings were cut and now I can fly no more!
- Oct 3, 2020
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Hi, is there anyone else out there who had a beautiful life in the beginning, but got ruined by psychiatry and their psych meds? I had a beautiful life and mind, I had beautiful moments and as well as sad moments , that's what life is supposed to be like , there are both ups and downs, when I used to be down I used to be very emotional and cry a lot , but that's ok , i used to enjoy music and playing guitar , I used to enjoy little things in life , I used to be energetic and full of life , I even did well in uni ,but then psychiatry came to my life and completely turned it upside down and now I feel super numb and empty that I cant even cry anymore like I used to , it's like I've become cold hearted, and with zero emotion , very dull ,and also I cant enjoy music anymore ,I cant love anymore , I've become a zombie and in a vegetative state, and I'm bed ridden now for almost 4 years, I barely go out , I dont have any motivation left for anything, I can't even seem to find the motivation to ctb even ,I'm just trapped now , the only thing that seems to help is energy drinks , nothing else works for me , heck I cant even get drunk on alcohol anymore, even weed doesn't get me high anymore ,I feel super abnormal right now , anyone else going through something similar? As in you once had a normal life but psychiatry ruined it?