Anyone else had 0 friends in school?

[spanishguy22]

From kinder till middle school I was bastard both in the literal and figurative sense, so no one wanted to be my friend. Then after middle school decided to be niver to people, but it actually became worse. I was bullied so hard on high school and I had no one so I ended leaving school and and finishing it on a special system where I didn't had to deal with people. Then college was pretty much the same, no friends, but it was subtler. NO one would bully you, but people would talk behind your back or ignore if they didn't like you. It was the most hypocritical place one could find. THere I had "friends" but only in the shallowest sense of the word. They only talked to me when they needed something and barely invited me to parties and such.

you're a great person from what Ive read. Injustice is rampant. We got the Short stick. sorry hug

 

[sadgirl2002]

The only reason I'm with them right now is because I have no one else (im guessing thats what you meant) and to be totally honest both my parents kicked me out before I turned 18 and ever since then, I've been trying to get my life together, recently I've gotten a job at walmart but I don't even see the point, if I'm working a dead end job to get into a dead end career later after college and I'll be working that dead end career to pay for the debt of my studys. If the whole point is to get a home with this girl I love and care about, that might not feel the same as me anymore. Why work so hard? I mean, I don't even want to exist. Why should I exist for other people? All it seems like to me is them being selfish trying to force me to live my life for them.

I figured it was because of that. Why did they kick you out? That's horrible and you're right, it seems pointless to me aswell. I don't know why that girl is talking about you though, I feel the same way too. Life has no purpose, at least; I don't know what purpose it is. I never asked to be born and I don't want to exist for others either. It is selfish but know that you're not if you choose to ctb.