Discussion Anyone else going against their "instincts"?

[WhatCouldHaveBeen32]

I hate human nature and I want to go against it as much as possible, anyone else feels the same? I do not want to procreate , I do not want drama, I do not want fake friendships, I do not want to gossip , I do not want to ghost or remove people from my life because someone of supposed higher importance (mother/father/partner) would say I should, I do not have a problem with the idea of men having girl friends and girls having men friends , I do not care for jealousy. The only thing I care for is those who also want the same as I do, that want to be more than animals, that want to rebel against this cruel fucking fate we found ourselves placed into; for the rest, I couldn't give less of a shit.

 

[lookingglassinsect]

All my life is a battle with myself. But for what? To see myself as better than others, or to make others see me as better than them?