
Toonloon
Experienced
- Nov 17, 2020
- 253
I got molested alot as a kid. By different people and nobody ever helped me. I spent my childhood trying to ctb a few times; hanging with my jump rope, jumping out of my mom's moving car, and trying to cut my wrist. I was under 10.
As I got older I started to get better at my ctb attempts. The times I really feel like ending everything is when I think about getting molested or the times I got raped. I feel disgusting and gross.
Nobody gets it. My friends think I'm overreacting and tell me to get over it but I just don't talk about it anymore. I just cut myself and think of ways to go through with my plan.
Does anyone else feel like ctb because of sexual abuse?
As I got older I started to get better at my ctb attempts. The times I really feel like ending everything is when I think about getting molested or the times I got raped. I feel disgusting and gross.
Nobody gets it. My friends think I'm overreacting and tell me to get over it but I just don't talk about it anymore. I just cut myself and think of ways to go through with my plan.
Does anyone else feel like ctb because of sexual abuse?