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Denise

Member
Oct 24, 2018
55
I grew up being verbally and emotionally abused by my mom. I've been wanting to die/kill myself since I was a little kid and the feeling only got worse as I got older. But I'm glad I never did anything back then because as I got older my mom completely changed and we had a great relationship/friendship. I only regret not killing myself a year ago when she passed away. I've been in agony ever since and on top of it, family members turned their back on me and didn't care if I ended up homeless and friends disappointed me. I would've never experienced any of that if I had only done it right after she was gone.....like I had always planned.
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Illuminated
Aug 27, 2018
3,067
Yup I think about it often how the perfect time would´ve been when I was 18 and moved out for the first time for the sole purpose to ctb I was still a teenager so a lot of hormones fueled me I also had severe depression back then and I realized my social life was officially over at 17 so I definitely should have done it back when I was 18 especially when I look back at the last 6 years it has just been endless suffering with my mental state worsening and also my physical problems damn just writing it down that it has been 6 years is insane, where did the time go..
 
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someoneactually

someoneactually

a lost cause
Sep 16, 2018
3
Yep, I really wish i had ended my life when i was 13-14, i was suffering way too much during that time from school drama bs
 
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MAIO

Elementalist
Apr 8, 2018
835
Yep, I really wish i had ended my life when i was 13-14, i was suffering way too much during that time from school drama bs

I really wish I would of never been.
 
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icky

icky

Member
Jun 14, 2018
46
I should have nutted up and killed myself at 15. Nothing got better and I squandered every opportunity I had.
 
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Trashcan

Trashcan

Trash
Aug 31, 2018
1,234
Yes! I constantly wish I did it when I was a teenager.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Quite honestly, I should have hanged myself with my umbilical cord in my mother's womb.
I was supposed to be aborted, wish she would have went through with it. It's not that I'm for abortion but these days it's more merciful than bringing a child into a very disadvantaged situation.
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
Yes! I constantly wish I did it when I was a teenager.

That's why I'm pro-choice even for teenagers. I was suicidal at 16, and I'm suicidal at 36. These 20 years were a net negative to me. I wish somebody back then had helped me out.
 
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Trashcan

Trash
Aug 31, 2018
1,234
That's why I'm pro-choice even for teenagers. I was suicidal at 16, and I'm suicidal at 36. These 20 years were a net negative to me. I wish somebody back then had helped me out.

Agreed. I hate it when people say to teenage users on here, "But you're too young!" Dude, most (if not all) of them are at least 16. That's old enough.
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,821
Yes yes and yes! I should have did it 12 years ago but then again I would have probably messed up bigger than I did in 2015. Got my ass handed to me in 2007 and 2008. But I kept on trucking along. In the fall of 2009, I was planning on drinking myself to death with Jim Beam whiskey the following week when my now ex wife and I started talking on yahoo messenger.

So I gave life one more chance and look at me now boys and girls!
 
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