Anyone else feel bad for your parents once you ctb?

[onlyinsleep]

No. They ruined my life up until now with physical, emotional, reward based/coercive abuse the list goes on. I can't wait to lower their home's value, actually.

 

[Memento Mori]

yeah sucks that they would not understand it but i guess i can accept that

I really don't want to hurt them with my suicide, but life is just unbearable for me now. It's a tough situation because I can't go on too much longer yet I don't want to hurt them. But they need to understand I'm suffering. If they love me, they'll let me go. I wish I could talk to them about suicide but they couldn't handle it. Sorry mum and dad.

if they love you they dont want to let you go too
idk whats the best to do either

 

[Loli]

Yeah, I do. Today my mother called me the same moment I was ordering SN. Ugh

 

[Life+me=error]

Yea I do too. But too bad. I tried and fought for 3 years. The time to give up is now.

 

[TimeToDie]

They're dead, so not relevant to me.

 

[peacefully31425]

My relationship with my parents is strained to say the least. I only talk to my mom now and she can't listen to my problems because her childhood was too traumatic. She tends to forget the years of neglect I went through and her enabling of my narcissistic step-father. I feel sorry for her because she was definitely dealt a bad hand.

However, do I feel bad that she will have to deal with my suicide? I do feel bad that she will not receive her happy ending but I'm not sorry that I have to leave.

 

[Brainpain]

I'm conflicted on this one. It would break my mother's heart, and she has one of gold. However she also understands the extreme pain I'm in and that I want to die. She would miss me but be happy I'm in peace. I didn't ask to be born and I think we all have the right to nope out of a life we didn't opt in to. What happened to me was certainly never was she had hoped for me and her. I know if she could take it back (having me) she would.

 

[Subhuman]

My parents can't stand me, so I'm lucky that way. I'm pretty sure they'll be relieved when I die.

 

[Shamana]

I feel very bad about it. I know they will be devasted if I do it, and I care about them very much.

 

[Cloudy]

Yes and no. On one hand I feel bad because I'm their only "child", I am their everything and they are both great people, while on the other hand I haven't asked to be born, I'm not happy about it at all and I contribute nothing good to the world, so it makes sense for me to die.