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SomewhereAlongThe

SomewhereAlongThe

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May 17, 2024
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I have gone through all the things that could make me happy in life and found that none of them works out for me. So now that I have no options I feel backed into a corner, with suicide being my only option. There are moments I want to live, but I drown those moments. Does anyone else feel backed into a corner?
 
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Pale_Rider

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Apr 21, 2025
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Its like Ive been lost in the ocean for quite a while, and I realize nobody is even looking for me, but if I allow myself to drown suddenly everybody will notice.
 
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Darkover

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Jul 29, 2021
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Is it really a choice if suffering is what's pushing me toward death?
Because when the only options are either to keep enduring an existence that feels like torture, or to want peace—then that's not a real choice. That's desperation. That's being boxed into a corner by pain.
 
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CatLvr

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All my life.
 
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ramon

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Aug 10, 2024
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Events that you should have experienced at early stages of your life are now available to you right now, yet you can't enjoy them because of your advanced age.

Inevitable economic downturn that you can overcome but the long process in itself will not let you enjoy your remaining years.

Health issues (potential dementia included in my case) eating at you slowly rendering you defenseless as that abused little child/adolescent you once were.

You know what?! Just tell me where the bus stop is and I'll leave this thread to never bother you again!!!
 
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