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Feb 10, 2026
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when i found out that a celebrity/someone-that-might-have-a-wikipedia passed from suicide, i immediately look them up and read about their personal lives and their death. i think its a form of reminding myself that its okay to feel the way i do. anyone else?
 
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I usually wonder if it was them CTB or if they had their ticket punched by someone else (conspiracy theory) haha. But it is comforting knowing that us common folk share these thoughts and feelings with celebrities.
 
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hoping something else takes me out
Feb 10, 2026
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I usually wonder if it was them CTB or if they had their ticket punched by someone else (conspiracy theory) haha. But it is comforting knowing that us common folk share these thoughts and feelings with celebrities.
good point lol.
i love the your pfp, did you take that photo? its beautiful and very tranquil
 
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good point lol.
i love the your pfp, did you take that photo? its beautiful and very tranquil
I had to climb up some rocks along the Columbia river in Oregon to take the photo. Very windy lol, rain was minutes away too. Thank you.
 
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