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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
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Landlords always talking shit even though to my face they say I'm a great tenant. I call them out and they deny it. Wtf. This is emotional abuse!

I know its my cptsd acting up but that doesn't mean anything. I can't stop my reaction.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
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Not a fan of it since it just causes my anxiety to start to act up. The other day I overheard some of my coworkers talking about the music I listen to saying it sounded like a racket. I tried to turn it down but in that moment I wanted to turn it up even louder. 😓
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

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Apr 17, 2023
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Not a fan of it since it just causes my anxiety to start to act up. The other day I overheard some of my coworkers talking about the music I listen to saying it sounded like a racket. I tried to turn it down but in that moment I wanted to turn it up even louder. 😓
Yeah they're assholes
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
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Yeah they're assholes
To be fair it probably does sound like a racket to other people. They should just be glad I wasn't listening to Splatoon music.
 
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Forever Sleep

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May 4, 2022
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Yeah, I expect I can remember every criticism I've ever received and on days when things are going especially badly, they all flood in at once.
 
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psp3000

psp3000

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May 20, 2023
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yes

its one of the main reasons why I hate my own name

I feel like it's worse when they say your name rather than just referring to you as she/he/they

because then you can't assume or think that you're just paranoid and no one is actually talking about you or referring to you in a negative way
 

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