Do you actually think anyone would post here and express that they are suffering and will suffer more in the future to the extent that they would consider LEAVING THEIR FAMILY if they had a "condition expected to IMPROVE"???? Do you think someone would consider inflicting damage on their family if they had HOPE of becoming healthy and able to enjoy life and loved ones???????? A response like this is insulting. Do you think the person read your comment and thought: "You know what?! Thank god this insightful, brilliant person took time out of their busy schedule to remind negative nelly me that I have a condition that may improve! That's right, now that I think of it, I may have a healthy future, I forgot! I just liked to sit around all day thinking about suicide and feeling backed into a corner all fucking day long! This type of Superiority is what I come to this site to AVOID as it provokes a rage in me so profound at how clueless people are about the depth of pain that leads to the need to essentially dispose of yourself because your illness is making you unfit to be in the world with the ones you love, that steals the humanity from you! I am Equally disgusted by your reminder of how important "mothers are" to a fucking mother who is expressing devastation because of that very fact!!! Again, this comment is evidence of a shaming mentality that is the root of discrimination against suicidal people. It's like racism - "Those suicidal people" (insert another historically discriminated against group ie., those Black people) they bring it in themselves, if they wanted to get better they'd work harder, there's help out there if they'd stop their shenanigans and stop blaming everyone else for their problems". The fact is that we are a MINORITY that is freely discriminated against. Our needs can be belittled and ignored and our suffering can be tolerated like slaves being whipped. Psychology wise, it is because our desperation cancels their empathy for us, like prisoners any prisoner. We are judged responsible for our crime of needing to be humanely disposed of as we are a danger to ourselves or others, we are sentenced to life in a prison were we are tortured and in pain that would be illegal. We rot in jail though we committed no crime.
I have such an illness - one that will cause my family to helplessly watch me suffer. I will not only be physically incapacitated and home bound - but I will will become deformed - truly freakish like a hound dog and a Buddha had a baby but before that stage I will become as haggard and ugly as a witch due to a disease that melts your skin from the inside out - I am literal melting like a candle. The process of becoming of grotesque has been utterly crazy making as I can watch it unfold in real time. Trust me, if this was a disease I could "fight" and there was fucking hope for the future I would NEVER consider suicide. I'm not speaking for anyone else, this is just my opinion as someone with a gruesome incurable untreatable illness.
