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ImpairedLowlife

ImpairedLowlife

Empty and hollow
Aug 3, 2020
367
I absolute love rainy, foggy days, storms. I hate sunny weather. Also I like night way more than day.

But my suicidal thoughts usually are way worse at nighttime.
 
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GreenTree

Mage
Jun 1, 2020
568
I like the night as it means another day over.
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,868
I love night time, going outside at 2 am, no humans, everything is empty, looking at the stars, it's just so beautiful.
 
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SHThrowAway213

SHThrowAway213

That's the hell I live with
Apr 19, 2018
659
I'm not sure.
Night time is more peaceful and quiet.
But it is also when my hallucinations and paranoia is worse.
 
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Deleted member 19654

Deleted member 19654

Working towards recovery.
Jul 9, 2020
1,627
I used to feel better at night but now it makes me feel worse. My dreams are no longer peaceful and I can't stop crying myself to sleep.
 
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TheSomebody

TheSomebody

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Sep 28, 2020
283
Night is the part of the day that I'm most happy with. It is the moment where I am most active and it is when people are sleeping and I have all the time just for me, with no one to disturb.

I also think the night is so beautiful. I like to look at the city and see everything lighting up. Even when the city is dark and desert its still beautiful, because I love Gothic themes. I like dark environments with a Halloween feel.

If it's raining, then it's 10 times even better
 
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greebo6

Enlightened
Sep 11, 2020
1,671
night time is my Favorites time, i also love rainy days, darkness in general, everything else is too overwhelming.. this has made my life very complicated, can someone relate to any of these?
I prefer sunset to sunrise.
 
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Disappointered

Disappointered

Enlightened
Sep 21, 2020
1,279
I was never a big fan of rain but always prefer night to daytime. I think it's because I don't have feel anxious/guilty/useless or otherwise as burdened by my general failed existence in this world. I mean hey, can't get much done at night anyway so don't have to feel as bad if all you want to do is stay in bed.
 
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_Minsk

_Minsk

death: the cure for life
Dec 9, 2019
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puppy9

puppy9

au revoir
Jun 13, 2019
1,238
Night time is gold for me, coz it feels like all humans are asleep and I'm free from them. :halo:
 
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Lilacmoon

Lilacmoon

Beautiful moon, take me away.
Sep 23, 2020
1,308
Night is when I'm most miserable... haha. The loneliness and desperation gets so much worse.
 
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Cant Maintain

Cant Maintain

Garbage Fire
Aug 21, 2020
147
I always have my hardest and most difficult thoughts at night, but I love the quiet night time and cool air going out for a smoke when it isn't freezing.
 
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AintNoWayOut

Student
Jan 6, 2020
173
yea night is pretty great ngl, nice and peaceful... still get depressed af though
 
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maninblack

Member
Sep 12, 2020
12
Yes, it's a symptom of depression that you feel better at the end of the day.
 
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262653

262653

Cluesome
Apr 5, 2018
1,733
I like the sound of rain and the freshness of air, but the rain also contributes to mold growth on the houses, and that may be bad for the organisms living inside.
My favorite is fog probably, like in Morrowind. I like the early mornings, it's when I see and hear the least amount of people.
 
_Kaira_

_Kaira_

This Isn't Fine
Oct 2, 2020
825
The night is when I feel at my best. Everyone's asleep and I don't feel as much anxiety wondering when someone's gonna pop in to nag me about how I'm not doing anything.
 

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