Anybody wants to try heavy drugs before CTB?

[anopenwound]

I always look up heroin when I feel desperate. If I gotta go maybe an heroin OD would be nice. Or at least I'd like to try it before going.
I've read people also try to OD with Ket but I'm unsure of how likely that is to happen.

 

[sos]

sure when do u wanna do it

idk i've considered drugs, might happen at some point but for now i'm cool

i'd rather spend my time on preparing to catch the bus than on finding a dealer that's trustworthy enough and go thru all the efforts of making that deal

 

[lomorbu]

I hear when people OD On heroin they can tell they're going to die if they nod out but it feels so good they don't even care. I wouldn't suggest it. If your suicide fails you're left with nothing but your addictions.

 

[Gangrel]

i already have too much on my plate

being a drug addict on top of the already miserable life we're having? doesn't sound fun

 

[Minsu]

I hear when people OD On heroin they can tell they're going to die if they nod out but it feels so good they don't even care. I wouldn't suggest it. If your suicide fails you're left with nothing but your addictions.

Hmm but I don't think he would become addicted after just 1 use

 

[anopenwound]

Hmm but I don't think he would become addicted after just 1 use

technically speaking heroin is the kind of drug that will get you hooked after one use.

I hear when people OD On heroin they can tell they're going to die if they nod out but it feels so good they don't even care. I wouldn't suggest it. If your suicide fails you're left with nothing but your addictions.

if it fails I can try again I guess. In the meantime I will have experienced some bliss for a change.

sure when do u wanna do it

idk i've considered drugs, might happen at some point but for now i'm cool

i'd rather spend my time on preparing to catch the bus than on finding a dealer that's trustworthy enough and go thru all the efforts of making that deal

that's the thing. I know how to get it "safely" (no such thing, but almost).

 

[smaragdyne]

Considering how easy it is to OD on heroin, even when it IS pure, plus the fact that 96% of it is cut with some Fent, it's probably a solid method. I know a guy who "died" for 9 minutes from a heroin OD before they brought him back; has a crazy story about meeting the "DMT elves" even though no DMT was involved. Pretty good segue into my thoughts:

I personally want to do a heroic dose of DMT and go visit those elf bastards before I get there for good; call it a trial run, or experimenting, but that's personally been my desire when I think about CTB ever since I've known of the association between DMT release and death.

 

[AmericanMary]

*am a junkie.
*been to rehab & years of drug treatment.

Hard drugs are probably the only thing that can temporarily save me tbh. Would 100% CTB before ever going through treatment again tho.

 

[sugarb]

I always look up heroin when I feel desperate. If I gotta go maybe an heroin OD would be nice. Or at least I'd like to try it before going.
I've read people also try to OD with Ket but I'm unsure of how likely that is to happen.

Nah. I've always found drugs (including "lesser" ones alcohol, nic, vape) extremely disgusting both aesthetically and morally.

They look stupid, give bad people money (I mean like El Chapo and cigarette companies, not Randy the legal boof vendor), make people act like morons, destroy families, ruin lives, and kill people. Not to mention a bunch of them smell horrible. I especially hate smoking, shit killed my grandpa.

I remember this one time a year or so ago I got home from school and my dad's girlfriend had been vaping in the house. Fucking reeked. I spent like five hours on the back porch before going back inside

edit: I will say I appreciate weed and LSD inventing stoner doom metal though