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CuriousAboutThis

Uncertainty in life uncertainty for the next life
Dec 30, 2018
547
For me I don't have the depressive attitude on wanting to ctb not implying anything on anyone being here or continuing to be here since I don't know all the people's circumstances on why they are here, but from someone who actually attempted suicide due to my life's circumstances and what have happened to me in the past mind you I'm better now well more or less better I still think about catching the bus so I don't have to suffer myself or anyone else but I am currently not going to do that because I have the will to live.
 
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Riu

Clueless
Apr 5, 2023
149
I have some very good friends that could be very hurt by it, and them telling me how much they care about me makes me rethink my decision. I know my family will be hurt, even more, but I don't seem to care about them. When I saw my mother crying after a welfare check I didn't feel anything. Does that make me a bad person? It's not like I hate my family, but I don't really like them either though. I've been thinking about if I should stay alive longer for the people around me who would want me here.
 
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starboy2k

whhaazzzzzuuupppp
May 21, 2025
504
Nah. Im still here because hanging kinda hurts like shit.

Whoever I "hurt" will move on with their lives.🤷🏾‍♂️
 
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