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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,803
It was worse at the start of the year, I was quite unwell and I spent full days just lying down, it was pretty much impossible to get up. Now, I force myself to do things but I try to spend as much time as possible in bed, there is nothing that would ever make make me actually want to get up. Everything is pointless, my life is so depressing. I hope to fall asleep and never wake again.
 
lmon

lmon

Specialist
Jan 9, 2022
326
Often. I'm less bedridden since Prozac - was bedridden for two years b4 that with depression. The only things that got me out of bed before Prozac were Tramadol and Modafinil. Not together. Tramadol can give more energy and can help depressionama..
Tramadol helps me too. The thing is ppl don't want to prescribe it for anxiety
 
Death_of_a_Phynixx

Death_of_a_Phynixx

09/22/90-2022
Jan 31, 2022
84
Well, I thought I could rescue myself from this and prevent my dark emotions from consuming me, but yes I have recently reached my lowest descent into madness and despair. I have stopped eating and I just stay in my tiny room all day enraged and disappointed that I am still on this planet! I have stopped talking to my fake physical family, and I don't plan on doing anymore things that I used to do. I have fallen from my own inner grace, and I think I recently had a nervous breakdown. In the past, I would always bounce back and regain my composure, but I am gone for good now. I can no longer relieve myself of this emotional agony. My inner light has dimmed, not even a spark to be retrieved. So yes, I can relate to how you are feeling.
 
bloodfallsfirst

bloodfallsfirst

Member
Nov 2, 2021
73
I sleep after work (4 pm) until the morning. I also sleep all day on weekends.
 
StarryStarry

StarryStarry

Cat Lady
Oct 25, 2021
749
I understand exactly what you're saying. Most days I can't even get out of bed (except to feed my cat). It's just too much effort.
 
Kristicide

Kristicide

I am a prisoner locked up behind xanax bars
Dec 16, 2021
330
Pretty much. Although I lay on the couch instead of in my bed. I have 2 leave my house 2x a day to walk my dog and I still take an online dance class for an hour a day (5 days/week). Besides those moments I'm stuck on the couch.
 

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