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here_for_now

is this by design?
Jan 27, 2025
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my life has been one misery after the other and i'm at the end of my rope. I don't want to die my dream was to start a non profit for sexual assault victims but it seems that will never come true.

i'm facing some time in jail, and im already partially disabled so that won't go well

what's happening in the US and trumps orders are so depressing.

I have everything i need to go. Any tips for opioid overdose i need to know? How fast do u CTB?
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
704
Opioid overdose as a CTB method is not generally recommended. Most of them except heroin and fentanyl should be a non-method, I believe. And the purity of heroin and fentanyl bought on the street can be questionable. If you choose to go in this method, you need to gather information thoroughly. Good luck.

You have a great dream. I'm sorry such a kind soul like you has to suffer. Whatever you choose I hope you find your peace 🤗
 
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Ambien addict

Student
Jul 27, 2025
159
my life has been one misery after the other and i'm at the end of my rope. I don't want to die my dream was to start a non profit for sexual assault victims but it seems that will never come true.

i'm facing some time in jail, and im already partially disabled so that won't go well

what's happening in the US and trumps orders are so depressing.

I have everything i need to go. Any tips for opioid overdose i need to know? How fast do u CTB?
I wish I did! I have access to oxys...but everyone says that won't work. I am afraid of every other method but oding. I don't leave my house, so can't get F or H
 
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monolog

Student
Oct 29, 2024
178
Opioid overdose as a CTB method is not generally recommended. Most of them except heroin and fentanyl should be a non-method, I believe. And the purity of heroin and fentanyl bought on the street can be questionable. If you choose to go in this method, you need to gather information thoroughly. Good luck.

You have a great dream. I'm sorry such a kind soul like you has to suffer. Whatever you choose I hope you find your peace 🤗
why not recommended
 
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helencry

Member
Jul 20, 2025
19
ODing is not likely to work sadly. Maybe see about getting inert gas?
 
nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
704
why not recommended
Please read the thread above...
These are why I don't recommend
  • The PPH recommends against it
  • It depends on the purity and authenticity of street drugs, your torelance, and various factors (uncertainty of sufficient doses)
  • No established protocol that maximizes the success rate (unless you want to contribute to improvement of CTB science)
 
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brokenspirited

Great Mage
May 20, 2025
577
my life has been one misery after the other and i'm at the end of my rope. I don't want to die my dream was to start a non profit for sexual assault victims but it seems that will never come true.

i'm facing some time in jail, and im already partially disabled so that won't go well

what's happening in the US and trumps orders are so depressing.

I have everything i need to go. Any tips for opioid overdose i need to know? How fast do u CTB?
Don't waste your time on an OD.

 
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wham311

Enlightened
Mar 1, 2025
1,201
Don't waste your time on an OD.

This is for non opioid medications (and some opioid)
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

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Jul 9, 2025
1,241
Why some people say Fentanyl is realiable and some people say it's not ? I've read that 2mg is lethal. I'm not US based so I have no information about it, but medias claim there a more than 500 000 deaths. It seems enough for me to say it's reliable. If you have more information, you're welcome ! Thanks
 
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concession

Member
Jun 3, 2025
66
Why some people say Fentanyl is realiable and some people say it's not ? I've read that 2mg is lethal. I'm not US based so I have no information about it, but medias claim there a more than 500 000 deaths. It seems enough for me to say it's reliable. If you have more information, you're welcome ! Thanks
You should not bother yourself with absolute numbers but a ratio overdose/death. Ideally in your own weight and tolerance group.
 
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BadChanges

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Sep 23, 2019
140
You should not bother yourself with absolute numbers but a ratio overdose/death. Ideally in your own weight and tolerance group.
Pharma fentanyl above 2mg like intranasal spray is not recommended for opioid naive person?
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
4,180
Unless you get good quality fent (test it) you should not attempt this. I am another voice telling you ODs usually fail and can leave toy potentially worse.
 
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concession

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Jun 3, 2025
66
Pharma fentanyl above 2mg like intranasal spray is not recommended for opioid naive person?
I have no personal experience or statistics on this, sorry.

I am saying that just as a rule, absolute numbers by themselves will rarely help you analyze anything.
 

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