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deletesystem32now

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May 16, 2023
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Long story short, I've been on the fence about if I want to ctb or not. I don't want to go into detail about it. Are there any methods that have a roughly 50/50 chance of working, preferably methods that don't give me brain damage if I live, and also preferably ones that can be done without people noticing me and sending me to a psych ward
 
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hotelandrea

the winter will take me with it
Jan 22, 2026
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that's a lot of parameters to meet. i personally have the belief that you shouldn't attempt anything unless you are 100% at peace with the idea of ctb. trying something with a fail rate of 50% would likely leave you with some sort of lasting damage, even if it isn't related to brain function.
 
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Jello Biafra

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Sep 9, 2024
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^^^^
1000% what Andrea said.

Playing 50/50 Russian roulette with possibly becoming a vegetable doesn't sound like a good idea.

You are either all in, or all out. There is no in between.
 
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^^^^
1000% what Andrea said.

Playing 50/50 Russian roulette with possibly becoming a vegetable doesn't sound like a good idea.

You are either all in, or all out. There is no in between.
Playing Russian roulette with yourself might fit the criteria
 
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