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madwoman

madwoman

what a shame she went mad
May 7, 2025
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I am trying to feel at peace before I go, so just wondering if anyone has any resources on this topic - like making peace with your life before dying? Like I feel there may be things if someone has a terminal illness or if they are really old and they both reflect back on their life and think about regrets or the good things they did and have to make peace with the end. Any books, movies, articles, or anything that is bringing you peace if you are planning your end?
 
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Manfrotto99

Arcanist
Oct 10, 2023
459
I would like peace before I go too. I dont want to go out with nothing but anger, regret. pain and sadness in my heart. I know those emotions will be there but I want to accept and have peace too. It is what it is. I tried but was too weak and never accepted in this world. So be it.

I dont know any resources to help though. It's a matter of finding something you can believe and be grateful for i think. But to find that when your forced to CTB because of a life of crap that is full of rejection, abuse etc, etc is very hard, but I hope not impossible. Its proberbly no different to dying under natural circumstances or if you have a terminal illness. Most people find comfort in their accomplishments, family or loved ones. Something good they did or that will continue on after they go. But what if you have nothing? I do hope your not, but Im one of those.
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
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As far as I can tell , unless you are really old most due to SI will cling to it. Even the old still. The other way is to be in pain. Physical, or emotional will have somebody ready to go. Those are just my observations.
 
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