Help Any possible easy, accessible, comfortable way to commit suicide in canada?

[iwantangels]

I've been doing research for a long time on suicide methods that are comfortable and easy to access in canada, but I'm only getting increasingly frustrated on how difficult they make it to kill yourself without suffering. I have tried everything to improve my condition and situation but it has not gotten better. It should be within my rights to end my own life without having to torture myself first.
While I wait for MAID to be accessible for chronic mental health conditions, I am looking for a way I can kill myself in comfort.
I am preferring a method that will not have a likely chance of failing. I do not want to ingest something if it is only going to make me sick, panic, or have any chance of throwing it up. I'd like to be able to set it up easily and wherever I choose, probably just the comfort of my own home. And I want to spend my final moments without pain or discomfort. I imagine that I will probably just hold my plushy and listen to music if I can.
I'm okay with mixing methods together to get this ideal death.
What I do have the most of is multiple bottles of antipsychotics, their original purpose is to bring me down from a panic attack, getting sick usually causes them unfortunately. 25mg of ACT-quetiapine fumarate. I also have like 5 tablets of 1mg opioids, hydromorphone hcl. I'm considering just taking all my bottles of antipsychotics (I have a lot) and those but will it actually even do anything?
I've considered going the long route and getting my gun license for "collecting" but its very expensive, timely, and I'm not entirely sure they will accept my application because of my mental health.
I'm looking for ANY information whatsoever. Methods, how I can effectively bypass any checks in order to get items to kill myself, if its even possible to achieve what I'm looking for where I live, etc.
In addition I'd also accept help in devising a plan to lie in order to qualify for MAID now.
Anything is helpful.

 

[sadbh—itstimetogo🤎]

There's a methods megathread with specific info, but if a method existed that was reliable, accessible, comfortable, gentle, etc, everyone would do it. It doesn't exist. You just have to pick your poison.

You're right though that it's not fair that there are no legal, accessible, truly peaceful ways to kill yourself. You do not have the right to die, unfortunately.

 

[unluckysadness]

Hi,

sorry to hear your suffering. Unfortunately, the only 100% peaceful method is Nembutal (pentobarbital sodium) but it's not available anymore since 2021. If you see some people selling this pdoduct, they are all scammers, so don't try to purchase a bottle. I've been scammed in 2022 and I lost a lot of money, so I just wanted to warn you.

Please also read this thread. Drug overdose is not recommended. I wish you peace whatever happens Take care

Non-methods that should not be attempted

mod note: this has been added to the suicide resource compilation at the top. This has been made in response to the ever increasing amount of posts made about highly unlikely methods. Please read before posting about one of these methods or feel free to link if someone does post about them...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[coralreefer]

There are a lot of drugs and such that can aid with a peaceful exit, but they are not accessible or cheap for most people. I don't know if you are in contact with/know any drug dealers so I'm going to assume that fentanyl, nembutal and other strong opiates/barbiturates are not accessible to you. If they are accessible then that is of course the most painless way out.

Other possible ways that are more "natural" could be hypothermia or drowning. Drowning is only difficult until you start breathing in water, then it becomes quite painless and easy. Hypothermia is quite easy if you live in a cold, isolated place and if you mix with OS or alcohol.

Another method that could be considered "easy" is getting run over by a train. You don't do much prep or work, you simply need to jump on the tracks right when you see a train coming. It's very likely to kill you immediately. However it will cause PTSD for the train driver for the rest of his life, so if you're very empathetic, maybe it's not the method for you.

That being said, there aren't any perfect methods that are incredibly accessible and easy at the same time. If there was, if would gather a lot of attention worldwide.

Also, I don't know what you consider easy, so these may very well sound like gruesome and terrible deaths. If you would like, you could explain what easy means to you and I could explain more in detail about methods suitable for that.

I hope you find a method that makes your exit bearable.

 

[Ophelia_]

I have had a near successful attempt with full suspension hanging. This may seem counterintuitive, but in my personal experience it took about 5 seconds for unconsciousness to set it and it barely hurt. I was basically out instantly, I even tried stepping back onto the chair because I was shocked at how quickly everything went dark. The only reason I survived was because the ligature I used snapped, in retrospect it was quite stupid to use an HDMI cord to hang myself. If you do this I recommend succeeding, because after the cord snapped and I crashed onto the floor while unconscious. As I woke up I was in excruciating pain on my entire body, especially my head and neck and back. I was truly shocked at how quickly I passed out from hanging and how little it hurt. The important thing to keep in mind if you were to do this is to place the ligature as close to your chin as it will possibly go, as far up as possible. Otherwise you will crush your trachea and it will hurt massively.

Regrettably I am currently locked up in a psych ward after my failed attempt but once I get released I will try again as soon as opportunity allows.

 

[iwantangels]

There are a lot of drugs and such that can aid with a peaceful exit, but they are not accessible or cheap for most people. I don't know if you are in contact with/know any drug dealers so I'm going to assume that fentanyl, nembutal and other strong opiates/barbiturates are not accessible to you. If they are accessible then that is of course the most painless way out.

Other possible ways that are more "natural" could be hypothermia or drowning. Drowning is only difficult until you start breathing in water, then it becomes quite painless and easy. Hypothermia is quite easy if you live in a cold, isolated place and if you mix with OS or alcohol.

Another method that could be considered "easy" is getting run over by a train. You don't do much prep or work, you simply need to jump on the tracks right when you see a train coming. It's very likely to kill you immediately. However it will cause PTSD for the train driver for the rest of his life, so if you're very empathetic, maybe it's not the method for you.

That being said, there aren't any perfect methods that are incredibly accessible and easy at the same time. If there was, if would gather a lot of attention worldwide.

Also, I don't know what you consider easy, so these may very well sound like gruesome and terrible deaths. If you would like, you could explain what easy means to you and I could explain more in detail about methods suitable for that.

I hope you find a method that makes your exit bearable.

Since I have so many antipsychotics and live in a cold climate, I have considered chugging a shit ton of alcohol and taking a ton of my antipsychotics so I fall asleep easier, and go take a nap in a snow bank. I weigh 90 pounds and it doesn't take that much to get drunk. The only thing I'm worried about with this is that I will feel sick and it will cause a panic attack. I really don't want to go out like that. It's also pretty uncomfortable to be shoving hard liquor down my throat while I sit out in the cold. Maybe the drugs will make me not care, I don't know, but I am worried that the duration it will take and the discomfort will make it very unpleasant. There's also the chance that I just throw it all up anyway, unless gravol would prevent that?

Any thoughts on a mix of lots of alcohol, lots of antipsychotics, and gravol? (And going out in the cold if needed?)

Forgot to ask, what is OS?

I have had a near successful attempt with full suspension hanging. This may seem counterintuitive, but in my personal experience it took about 5 seconds for unconsciousness to set it and it barely hurt. I was basically out instantly, I even tried stepping back onto the chair because I was shocked at how quickly everything went dark. The only reason I survived was because the ligature I used snapped, in retrospect it was quite stupid to use an HDMI cord to hang myself. If you do this I recommend succeeding, because after the cord snapped and I crashed onto the floor while unconscious. As I woke up I was in excruciating pain on my entire body, especially my head and neck and back. I was truly shocked at how quickly I passed out from hanging and how little it hurt. The important thing to keep in mind if you were to do this is to place the ligature as close to your chin as it will possibly go, as far up as possible. Otherwise you will crush your trachea and it will hurt massively.

Regrettably I am currently locked up in a psych ward after my failed attempt but once I get released I will try again as soon as opportunity allows.

I have heard that cutting off circulation to your brain is pretty blissful, but are there any other ways I can do this? I remember seeing a method that could achieve this with a device granted that you lay down and lay your head back onto it, or something related. I'd like to take a look at that again but I don't remember where I saw it.

 

[coralreefer]

Since I have so many antipsychotics and live in a cold climate, I have considered chugging a shit ton of alcohol and taking a ton of my antipsychotics so I fall asleep easier, and go take a nap in a snow bank. I weigh 90 pounds and it doesn't take that much to get drunk. The only thing I'm worried about with this is that I will feel sick and it will cause a panic attack. I really don't want to go out like that. It's also pretty uncomfortable to be shoving hard liquor down my throat while I sit out in the cold. Maybe the drugs will make me not care, I don't know, but I am worried that the duration it will take and the discomfort will make it very unpleasant. There's also the chance that I just throw it all up anyway, unless gravol would prevent that?

Any thoughts on a mix of lots of alcohol, lots of antipsychotics, and gravol? (And going out in the cold if needed?)

Forgot to ask, what is OS?

OS is just a term I made up with my group chat lol but we use it as an abbreviation for 'other substances'.

Simply mixing gravol (anti nausea meds?), alcohol and antipsychotics have a very low death rate. It is not a recommended method.

Drinking alcohol will cause vasodilation, which is when warm blood from inside you will be sent to the skin's surface. Since all the warm blood is being sent away from your internal organs, the inside of your body will get colder. When in a cold climate the warmth from your skin will dissipate into the air and more warm blood will be sent to your skin, therefore intensifying the hypothermic reaction.

Your mind will however not notice your internal temperature dropping, since your external temperature is going up and therefore it should not be uncomfortable as long as you have a steady supply of alcohol.

If you want to be as comfortable as possible, you should start with getting a medium amount of intoxicated (not to the point of throwing up, but to the point of being warm even in cold climate) and then drink more when you've situated yourself outside in a secluded area.

I don't know anything about gravol, but I assume in the context given that it's some form of over the counter meds that prevent nausea. I will also assume that it prevents histamine and acetylcholine (common for these kind of meds), which are the nerve signals that keep you awake and make you vomit. That means that you will most likely feel tired from taking gravol and intake combined with alcohol is probably just going to enhance that even more, maybe even putting you to sleep.

HOWEVER, I don't know ANYTHING about gravol so I do recommend doing your own research about it. I am simply saying what I know about meds that prevent nausea in general!

Antipsychotics have a similar effect as alcohol when it comes to drowsiness, since they both target the central nervous system, and combining both of them with gravol will probably make you fall asleep.

I would in this case recommend drinking a bit beforehand until you don't feel cold anymore and then go outside and drink even more alcohol combined with antipsychotics and gravol. Do this in an isolated place though! If someone saves you and you survive, it will definitely, absolutely suck really bad! This can include frostbite or needing to amputate whole entire limbs!

If done correctly though, it should be quite painless and you might even fall asleep before the shitty part of hypothermia starts. With your bodyweight and resources it will probably be relatively quick, about 30-90 mins.

Hope this helped and feel free to ask more questions.

Ps: I'm gonna make a longer post on here everything about hypothermia as a method so you might wanna check that when I'm done. I will post it either today or tomorrow.