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powerofdap

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Jul 17, 2022
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I would literally kill to get N.

Is there any ways to get N where I am 100% certain that I'll get it? N from D is getting seized so that's not an option. N from vet pharmacies in South America is impossible because of prescriptions. N from others over the internet, f*ck no, full of scams.

So, is there any realistic way to get N?
 
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powerofdap

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Does anyone know how to synthesise this shit or something?
 
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MountainMonkey

MountainMonkey

Student
Jun 17, 2022
138
I would literally kill to get N.

Is there any ways to get N where I am 100% certain that I'll get it? N from D is getting seized so that's not an option. N from vet pharmacies in South America is impossible because of prescriptions. N from others over the internet, f*ck no, full of scams.

So, is there any realistic way to get
I'm with ya. It's another twisted joke the universe is playing on me. "Oh so you'd like to be relieved of your suffering? Haha, perfect timing to make N unattainable".
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
Ethanol isn't too hard to acquire, but I don't know about the rest.
 
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Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
1,447
Ethanol isn't too hard to acquire, but I don't know about the rest.
I've been researching online for it, this is the most reliable info that I found, still need chemistry lab equipment and knowledge though

Pentobarbitone. (Called Nembutal or Pentobarbital.) 26.7 g of clean metallic sodium are dissolved in 400 g of anhydrous (dry) ethanol. To this, a solution of 100 g of 1-methyl butyl-ethyl malonic ester and 37.2 g of dry urea is added. The mixture is heated for 4 to 6 hours in an autoclave, or refluxed for 20 to 40 hours. The alcohol is then removed by distillation. The residue is dissolved in water and this aqueous solution is acidified with hydrochloric acid. The precipitated product is filtered, washed with cold water, and recrystallized from boiling water. Yield: depends on your ability to exclude H2O from the beginning of the reaction, mp: 127-130°C.

Synthesis of Barbiturates
 
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powerofdap

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Jul 17, 2022
46
I've been researching online for it, this is the most reliable info that I found, still need chemistry lab equipment and knowledge though

Pentobarbitone. (Called Nembutal or Pentobarbital.) 26.7 g of clean metallic sodium are dissolved in 400 g of anhydrous (dry) ethanol. To this, a solution of 100 g of 1-methyl butyl-ethyl malonic ester and 37.2 g of dry urea is added. The mixture is heated for 4 to 6 hours in an autoclave, or refluxed for 20 to 40 hours. The alcohol is then removed by distillation. The residue is dissolved in water and this aqueous solution is acidified with hydrochloric acid. The precipitated product is filtered, washed with cold water, and recrystallized from boiling water. Yield: depends on your ability to exclude H2O from the beginning of the reaction, mp: 127-130°C.

Synthesis of Barbiturates
Man I wish I had the chemistry knowledge and equipment to do such a thing. Would be able to help myself and others
 
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GasMonkey

GasMonkey

Nitrogen Master Race
May 15, 2022
1,878
And even if you get it, there is no guarantee it is the real thing, you will need to test it in a Lab to make sure that the seller hasn't sent you Peembutal.

I got powdered N from J and when I sent it for testing to the Barcelona Lab, it came as 50% purity (test was done 3 years after tho, but powdered form isn't supposed to degrade so fast).

Folks who take the thing directly without previous testing are crazy.
 
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whitefeather

whitefeather

Thank the gods for Death
Apr 23, 2020
519
I would literally kill to get N.

Is there any ways to get N where I am 100% certain that I'll get it? N from D is getting seized so that's not an option. N from vet pharmacies in South America is impossible because of prescriptions. N from others over the internet, f*ck no, full of scams.

So, is there any realistic way to get N?
I just received my N from D
And even if you get it, there is no guarantee it is the real thing, you will need to test it in a Lab to make sure that the seller hasn't sent you Peembutal.

I got powdered N from J and when I sent it for testing to the Barcelona Lab, it came as 50% purity (test was done 3 years after tho, but powdered form isn't supposed to degrade so fast).

Folks who take the thing directly without previous testing are crazy.
N from D tested fine at lab
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
Call a vet and say that you want euthanize for your big dog, when the vet comes tell that the dog is you :hihi:

We will see if there is a new mail in the new ppeh, otherwise, look for another method.
 
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wljourney

wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
Just FYI:

Right now (September 2022) we are not aware of a reliable way to contact D.

An email has been going around (by DM here on SaSu) in the last week that is another scam. It is very similar to the one D has used in the past. But still fake.

More details in this thread:

'FRAUD ALERT 🚨 - N from D fake emails'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/fraud-alert-n-from-d-fake-emails.98248/
 
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Lonerzepam

Lonerzepam

O'lord! I Have My Doubts
Sep 2, 2022
619
I've been researching online for it, this is the most reliable info that I found, still need chemistry lab equipment and knowledge though

Pentobarbitone. (Called Nembutal or Pentobarbital.) 26.7 g of clean metallic sodium are dissolved in 400 g of anhydrous (dry) ethanol. To this, a solution of 100 g of 1-methyl butyl-ethyl malonic ester and 37.2 g of dry urea is added. The mixture is heated for 4 to 6 hours in an autoclave, or refluxed for 20 to 40 hours. The alcohol is then removed by distillation. The residue is dissolved in water and this aqueous solution is acidified with hydrochloric acid. The precipitated product is filtered, washed with cold water, and recrystallized from boiling water. Yield: depends on your ability to exclude H2O from the beginning of the reaction, mp: 127-130°C.

Synthesis of Barbiturates
Breaking bad yeah
 
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whatstheporpoise15

Member
Jul 5, 2022
49
Call a vet and say that you want euthanize for your big dog, when the vet comes tell that the dog is you :hihi:

We will see if there is a new mail in the new ppeh, otherwise, look for another method.
Dress up as a Great Dane or Saint Bernard
 
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Lookingtotalk

Member
Sep 5, 2022
86
I've been researching online for it, this is the most reliable info that I found, still need chemistry lab equipment and knowledge though

Pentobarbitone. (Called Nembutal or Pentobarbital.) 26.7 g of clean metallic sodium are dissolved in 400 g of anhydrous (dry) ethanol. To this, a solution of 100 g of 1-methyl butyl-ethyl malonic ester and 37.2 g of dry urea is added. The mixture is heated for 4 to 6 hours in an autoclave, or refluxed for 20 to 40 hours. The alcohol is then removed by distillation. The residue is dissolved in water and this aqueous solution is acidified with hydrochloric acid. The precipitated product is filtered, washed with cold water, and recrystallized from boiling water. Yield: depends on your ability to exclude H2O from the beginning of the reaction, mp: 127-130°C.

Synthesis of Barbiturates
Idk how much it would yield but i added up all the chemicals and costs minus an autoclave, reflux instead, still like 11-15 grand, and idk the yield
 
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SexyIncél

SexyIncél

🍭my lollipop brings the feminists to my candyshop
Aug 16, 2022
1,474
Whoa! Can't even get it by going to Mexico?
 
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help56

Student
Oct 4, 2022
121
Hi please is there a way of getting N. If not I am
New here any chance of help to acquire sn
 
MaidenException

MaidenException

god makes no mistakes but he MaidenException
Sep 26, 2022
37
Idk how much it would yield but i added up all the chemicals and costs minus an autoclave, reflux instead, still like 11-15 grand, and idk the yield
I'm willing to bet that at least some of those are controlled substances that can't be sold directly to individuals or something that will get you put on a watch-list because precursors for controlled substances are usually regulated themselves. I vaguely recall doing a malonic ester synthesis reaction in undergraduate organic chemistry though so I can't imagine it's that technically difficult
 
49yoBrokenNYDoll

49yoBrokenNYDoll

All’s well that ends pretty prettyy prettyyy soon
Sep 30, 2021
43
Hi please is there a way of getting N. If not I am
New here any chance of help to acquire sn
You can buy SN on Amazon here is the US. It's legal. As for N, how I wish I had it this minute… no idea how to acquire it, even if I had 2 grand…
 
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help56

Student
Oct 4, 2022
121
N seems to have dissapeared
N seems to have dissa
 
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