Rainork
What a load of baloney
- Mar 17, 2023
- 50
So, not so much to do with ctb, but still feel it should be posted here.
I've self harmed for years, mainly by cutting also sometimes burning and punching.
I'm currently on a medication that has thinned my blood and caused heavier bleeding even from small cuts.
My issue is now I'm shared to cut as deep as I normally do through fear of not having the energy to stop it bleeding or to look after it properly.
So, has anyone had experience with this and do you have any hints for being able to cut deep enough to feel it properly without making a complete mess and having to spend lots of time taking care of it?
Before the medication I was able to cut quite deep without any of these worries, the only time it ever bled like this was when I'd hit the layers of fat.
I've self harmed for years, mainly by cutting also sometimes burning and punching.
I'm currently on a medication that has thinned my blood and caused heavier bleeding even from small cuts.
My issue is now I'm shared to cut as deep as I normally do through fear of not having the energy to stop it bleeding or to look after it properly.
So, has anyone had experience with this and do you have any hints for being able to cut deep enough to feel it properly without making a complete mess and having to spend lots of time taking care of it?
Before the medication I was able to cut quite deep without any of these worries, the only time it ever bled like this was when I'd hit the layers of fat.
