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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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New here. I'm in a bad place. Going to be losing my job due to a merger. Bad enough but worse is my past. I've made so many mistakes that have harmed my family. For some reason it's all clear to me now. It's constant, nerves hurt, stomach upset, lost 16 pounds in 3 weeks, not sleeping. As I write this I'm up after only an hour and a half of sleep. Body absolutely crashing. So why am I still here. I have what I need. Has anyone dealt with this amount of anxiety! I've basically been in nervous breakdown mode for a month.
 
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dodo11

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I'm sorry you're dealing with crippling anxiety as well. You're not alone. I was in nervous breakdown mode for 5 months. I'm only just emerging out of it. I know how awful it is. I'm still here too and I have what I need to ctb.
 
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Praestat_Mori

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May 21, 2023
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Welcome to SaSu!

I can relate and a few years ago, when I made my account here I was in a similar situation. Losing your job, losing anything that is important to us can destroy our lives. I'm so sorry you have to go through this.

So why am I still here. I have what I need.
What's your method?

Only you can decide for yourself what you're gonna do.

We're here for you 🤗
 
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itsgone2

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What's your method?

Only you can decide for yourself what you're gonna do.

We're here for you 🤗
Fsh. According to guides here I'm set. No issues with anything needed. Have read everything. Watched the videos. But i just lay here. I'm basically a zombie so what's the point. So frustrating to not just get on with it.
 
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GotTheTickets

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Sep 18, 2025
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Sorry that we're meeting like this. You need to calm a little bit. Make your mind busy. Read stories here. Most of them will break your heart, some will inspire you. One way or another. When you finally realize that you're found your place in here, than you'll decide what to do next. We're here, and we DO CARE about each other.
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Thalassa

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Jul 24, 2018
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New here. I'm in a bad place. Going to be losing my job due to a merger. Bad enough but worse is my past. I've made so many mistakes that have harmed my family. For some reason it's all clear to me now. It's constant, nerves hurt, stomach upset, lost 16 pounds in 3 weeks, not sleeping. As I write this I'm up after only an hour and a half of sleep. Body absolutely crashing. So why am I still here. I have what I need. Has anyone dealt with this amount of anxiety! I've basically been in nervous breakdown mode for a month.
Yes, I dealt with that amount of anxiety after I severely injured my back and my career and social life came to an abrupt end. However, I was fortunate in that an SSRI antidepressant (Prozac) completely cured it. It made me feel worse before it made me feel better, though. And the dose I was taking was very low and it took two months to kick in. (It should only take like a month to kick in but I wasn't under the care of a psychiatrist and I got the Prozac from a PCP.)
 
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