Venting anxiety is the worst thing on the planet

[Pluto]

 

[Daxter777]

did you get on medication at all? thats fucking awful and similar to what i went through. pretty sure the few white hairs that showed up on my beard are due to the extreme sustained stress. 28 yo btw. the only reason i got through it was because of the benzos and videogames.

Yeah, i cracked and went to a psych then they put me on ssri's at first and later on they put me on benzos. Benzos scare the hell out of me though. I know if I am hooked and get that brutal withdrawal it will be the thing to push me over the edge to ctb.

 

[Electra]

I agree with this wholeheartedly. Anxiety just taking the present out and making everything about the future.