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Zeus35

Zeus35

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I've seen alot of posts regarding people saying it's hard to get meto, but I got it quite easy. Is that because I'm in the UK? I almost feel privileged for having it and bad for people who don't. What's so hard about getting it?

(Please don't message me about SN sources as I won't respond)
 
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I've seen alot of posts regarding people saying it's hard to get meto, but I got it quite easy. Is that because I'm in the UK? I almost feel privileged for having it and bad for people who don't. What's so hard about getting it?

(Please don't message me about SN sources as I won't respond)
Needs to be prescribed in the US if I understand correctly and some people will have to lie to their doctors to get it.

The lengths we have to go all because people want to try to force us to stay alive.
 
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CommitSudoku

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I've faked being okay my whole life so I feel it's risky to reveal to doctors or therapists or anyone that I have to give more info to that I'm not okay. Also not having a history of issues makes me far more suspicious trying to suddenly get strong prescription meds. I don't want to endanger my own ability to leave this world. I'm in the US and getting meto requires a prescription which requires having a doctor and appointments and time, all of which I don't have for various reasons. Online pharmacies require a prescription too and many seem fishy. At this point I've just become too lazy/incapable of sifting through pages of information to find a way to get meds that may not be reliable. I probably deserve to suffer anyways. And involving anyone to send me them would endanger them or require me to go an illegal route and add further stress should I get caught.

In any case though I doubt meto or any others would keep me from getting sick and I'm hoping I can substitute quantity to ensure success. That and I'm mostly just incapable of planning or researching, I'm barely functional.
 
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I've faked being okay my whole life so I feel it's risky to reveal to doctors or therapists or anyone that I have to give more info to that I'm not okay. Also not having a history of issues makes me far more suspicious trying to suddenly get strong prescription meds. I don't want to endanger my own ability to leave this world. I'm in the US and getting meto requires a prescription which requires having a doctor and appointments and time, all of which I don't have for various reasons. Online pharmacies require a prescription too and many seem fishy. At this point I've just become too lazy/incapable of sifting through pages of information to find a way to get meds that may not be reliable. I probably deserve to suffer anyways. And involving anyone to send me them would endanger them or require me to go an illegal route and add further stress should I get caught.

In any case though I doubt meto or any others would keep me from getting sick and I'm hoping I can substitute quantity to ensure success. That and I'm mostly just incapable of planning or researching, I'm barely functional.
Yeah, getting meto in the US requires a level of stress and theater that is beyond me, too.
 
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Needs to be prescribed in the US if I understand correctly and some people will have to lie to their doctors to get it.

The lengths we have to go all because people want to try to force us to stay alive.
It needs to be prescribed in England too.
 
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Cathy Ames

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It needs to be prescribed in England too.
I think overall you have easier access to healthcare and healthcare providers than a lot of US citizens do. After a big gap in medical history, showing up somewhere to ask for a specific drug (with no record of ever trying the first-line drugs) would be unlikely to work without a particular type of confidence and personality and ability to lie convincingly that a lot of us just don't have. I'm not saying it's impossible, but certain demographics are more likely to succeed here.
 
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I think overall you have easier access to healthcare and healthcare providers than a lot of US citizens do. After a big gap in medical history, showing up somewhere to ask for a specific drug (with no record of ever trying the first-line drugs) would be unlikely to work without a particular type of confidence and personality and ability to lie convincingly that a lot of us just don't have. I'm not saying it's impossible, but certain demographics are more likely to succeed here.
I ordered it online. I just lied in my answers. I still got it. It went to my friends address though and I collected it from them.
 
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Cathy Ames

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I ordered it online. I just lied in my answers. I still got it. It went to my friends address though and I collected it from them.
I don't know of a way to do that simply here through "the system." Maybe someone will correct me and tell me I'm mistaken. But I think that's the answer your original question about what's so hard about getting it: the way US healthcare works, we have to interact with the prescribers. That's leaving aside that it generally costs money--possibly a lot of money relative to what a low-wage worker earns.
 
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I don't know of a way to do that simply here through "the system." Maybe someone will correct me and tell me I'm mistaken. But I think that's the answer your original question about what's so hard about getting it: the way US healthcare works, we have to interact with the prescribers. That's leaving aside that it generally costs money--possibly a lot of money relative to what a low-wage worker earns.
Yes. And the only places I found to order online all seemed to be scam sites, even the one recommended by the PPH.
 
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downndone2

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Jan 23, 2022
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You have to get prescription in US. I wouldnt say it is hard though. Going to GoodRX online and saying you've had meto before for nausea and it has worked will usually suffice.

I dont want to use SN and it is getting harder to obtain in US because it is known to be used in ctb. Even with the SN, the body will most likely still induce nausea and vomiting. I dont want yo spend my last few minutes clutching a toilet bowl and am sticking it out until N becomes available again

SN obviously is a popular method though.
 
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You have to get prescription in US. I wouldnt say it is hard though. Going to GoodRX online and saying you've had meto before for nausea and it has worked will usually suffice.

I dont want to use SN and it is getting harder to obtain in US because it is known to be used in ctb. Even with the SN, the body will most likely still induce nausea and vomiting. I dont want yo spend my last few minutes clutching a toilet bowl and am sticking it out until N becomes available again

SN obviously is a popular method though.
GoodRX seems to be a site that gives you coupons to get discounts on prescriptions.
 
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downndone2

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GoodRX seems to be a site that gives you coupons to get discounts on prescriptions.
They have an online service that prescribes. Theres a lot of teladoc in US, many began after COVID and still exist. But GoodRX is most known for their coupons

Look up goodrx care or from google goodrx search click on all services
 
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Cathy Ames

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They have an online service that prescribes. Theres a lot of teladoc in US, many began after COVID and still exist. But GoodRX is most known for their coupons

Look up goodrx care or from google goodrx search click on all services
That's good to know. I'm seeing it is $49, which is less expensive than urgent care / walk in places. I'd be interested in hearing from anyone who's done this (not necessarily for meto, just in general) and how it went. Like, was it at all useful, or did they take your money and then tell you to go see someone in person?

And it still sounds more complicated and time-consuming than what Gemstone2000 did.
 
Zeus35

Zeus35

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Apr 4, 2022
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That's good to know. I'm seeing it is $49, which is less expensive than urgent care / walk in places. I'd be interested in hearing from anyone who's done this (not necessarily for meto, just in general) and how it went. Like, was it at all useful, or did they take your money and then tell you to go see someone in person?

And it still sounds more complicated and time-consuming than what Gemstone2000 did.
In the UK it's only £5
 
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eremito

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Sep 18, 2019
119
and if you are not privileged to get free access to Meto? Would it be a solution to take a dose of SN close to the minimum lethal dose - or to try to get OTC antiemetics, ones which are less effective? Are there any cases of people who were successful in taking SN without antiemetics?
 
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I ordered it online. I just lied in my answers. I still got it. It went to my friends address though and I collected it from them.
This is very similar to my own experience. Ironically I think Covid has helped, with online assessments now being offered more freely to avoid face-to-face consultations.
 
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Shu

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Jan 21, 2022
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and if you are not privileged to get free access to Meto? Would it be a solution to take a dose of SN close to the minimum lethal dose - or to try to get OTC antiemetics, ones which are less effective? Are there any cases of people who were successful in taking SN without antiemetics?
There have been several, yes
 
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WorthlessTrash

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Apr 19, 2022
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The way I see it (as terrible as it would be), if you are going to vomit when taking the SN, you can try to hold it in. At the worst, you'll choke and die on your own vomit. It won't be pleasant, but it will accomplish your goal of CTB.
 
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eremito

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Sep 18, 2019
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The way I see it (as terrible as it would be), if you are going to vomit when taking the SN, you can try to hold it in. At the worst, you'll choke and die on your own vomit. It won't be pleasant, but it will accomplish your goal of CTB.
thank you dear Brother or Sister. True true
 
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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
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Metochlopramide has been given a black box warning for tardive dyskinesia, so doctors are often hesitant to prescribe it- the prescription for this have dropped by about 75% in recent years. A block box warning is the FDA's most serious warning about a medication. If it is used over time meto has a significantly increased risk of causing tardive dyskinesia, or involuntary and repetitive movements of the body (with long-term or high-dose use of metoclopramide) even after the drugs are no longer taken.
 
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Metochlopramide has been given a black box warning for tardive dyskinesia, so doctors are often hesitant to prescribe it- the prescription for this have dropped by about 75% in recent years. A block box warning is the FDA's most serious warning about a medication. If it is used over time meto has a significantly increased risk of causing tardive dyskinesia, or involuntary and repetitive movements of the body (with long-term or high-dose use of metoclopramide) even after the drugs are no longer taken.
Tardive dyskinesia is no joke. I had it once and luckily recovered. I can't imagine any doctor I know being easily manipulated into prescribing meto. I am grateful for this thread because it seems like much of the time on this board meto is presented as being almost effortless to obtain. Apparently it is in other countries, which I didn't realize. You lucky folks in the UK, I guess.
There have been several, yes
Really, there have been several? They don't seem to be in the google doc file of successful sn stories other than one who took lorazepam. That would give me some hope...
 
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