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RoseGarden

RoseGarden

Alone & Unloved
Apr 10, 2024
97
My life has always been hard. Harder than it should have been. Just some highlights: my parents split when I was young, both were abusive alcoholics, my mom was disabled and my dad had a stroke, cps didn't do shit dispite me getting beaten at school, my last therapist dropped me when I started talking about being suicidal, my girlfriend barely ever talks to me, PTSD makes holding a job extremely difficult.

I deal with too much. In a week I'll hopefully be dead. I picked out a spot that's public enough so that I'll be found quickly but private enough that it won't be too quickly. Plus I'm doing it at night where there won't be any traffic. Cops don't patrol it either. It'll be a peaceful end.
 
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Kalista

Failed hard to pull the trigger - Now using SN
Feb 5, 2023
468
leave well when you get there
 
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CantDoIt

Elementalist
Jul 18, 2024
874
My life has always been hard. Harder than it should have been. Just some highlights: my parents split when I was young, both were abusive alcoholics, my mom was disabled and my dad had a stroke, cps didn't do shit dispite me getting beaten at school, my last therapist dropped me when I started talking about being suicidal, my girlfriend barely ever talks to me, PTSD makes holding a job extremely difficult.

I deal with too much. In a week I'll hopefully be dead. I picked out a spot that's public enough so that I'll be found quickly but private enough that it won't be too quickly. Plus I'm doing it at night where there won't be any traffic. Cops don't patrol it either. It'll be a peaceful end.
Hey, I'm so sorry that it's come to this. I hope you find peace in whatever happens.

I am positive that whatever comes next for you will be infinitely better.
 
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MountainMan99

Member
Jul 5, 2024
36
I hope you find peace brother 🙏❤️

We have the right to choose what we feel to be the best decision for us, i hope everything gets better for you.. no matter the decision you take!
 
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RoseGarden

Alone & Unloved
Apr 10, 2024
97
Hey, I'm so sorry that it's come to this. I hope you find peace in whatever happens.

I am positive that whatever comes next for you will be infinitely better.
my biggest wish is that nothing comes next. that things return to how it was before we were born. that we stop existing.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It really sounds like you've suffered so much, it truly is such a cruel existence. I hope you find the peace you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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RoseGarden

Alone & Unloved
Apr 10, 2024
97
It really sounds like you've suffered so much, it truly is such a cruel existence. I hope you find the peace you search for, I wish you the best.
I have experienced some of the most horrific things imaginable. Very few people know just how bad things are. They'll learn soon, I guess
 
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Heartaches

Heartaches

Don't say a prayer for me now
May 6, 2021
279
Wish you well with your decision and hope you'll be in peace.
 
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