RoseGarden

RoseGarden

Alone & Unloved
Apr 10, 2024
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My life has always been hard. Harder than it should have been. Just some highlights: my parents split when I was young, both were abusive alcoholics, my mom was disabled and my dad had a stroke, cps didn't do shit dispite me getting beaten at school, my last therapist dropped me when I started talking about being suicidal, my girlfriend barely ever talks to me, PTSD makes holding a job extremely difficult.

I deal with too much. In a week I'll hopefully be dead. I picked out a spot that's public enough so that I'll be found quickly but private enough that it won't be too quickly. Plus I'm doing it at night where there won't be any traffic. Cops don't patrol it either. It'll be a peaceful end.
 
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Kalista

Failed hard to pull the trigger - Now using SN
Feb 5, 2023
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leave well when you get there
 
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CantDoIt

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Jul 18, 2024
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My life has always been hard. Harder than it should have been. Just some highlights: my parents split when I was young, both were abusive alcoholics, my mom was disabled and my dad had a stroke, cps didn't do shit dispite me getting beaten at school, my last therapist dropped me when I started talking about being suicidal, my girlfriend barely ever talks to me, PTSD makes holding a job extremely difficult.

I deal with too much. In a week I'll hopefully be dead. I picked out a spot that's public enough so that I'll be found quickly but private enough that it won't be too quickly. Plus I'm doing it at night where there won't be any traffic. Cops don't patrol it either. It'll be a peaceful end.
Hey, I'm so sorry that it's come to this. I hope you find peace in whatever happens.

I am positive that whatever comes next for you will be infinitely better.
 
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MountainMan99

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Jul 5, 2024
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I hope you find peace brother šŸ™ā¤ļø

We have the right to choose what we feel to be the best decision for us, i hope everything gets better for you.. no matter the decision you take!
 
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RoseGarden

RoseGarden

Alone & Unloved
Apr 10, 2024
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Hey, I'm so sorry that it's come to this. I hope you find peace in whatever happens.

I am positive that whatever comes next for you will be infinitely better.
my biggest wish is that nothing comes next. that things return to how it was before we were born. that we stop existing.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It really sounds like you've suffered so much, it truly is such a cruel existence. I hope you find the peace you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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RoseGarden

Alone & Unloved
Apr 10, 2024
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It really sounds like you've suffered so much, it truly is such a cruel existence. I hope you find the peace you search for, I wish you the best.
I have experienced some of the most horrific things imaginable. Very few people know just how bad things are. They'll learn soon, I guess
 
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Heartaches

Heartaches

Apologizing for my life and ever entering yours
May 6, 2021
259
Wish you well with your decision and hope you'll be in peace.
 
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