It seems the weight has taken its final toll never really know what to say in these moment,, really all I can say is that I can only imagine what this Is like for you but my god your pain is genuinely noticed,, I plan to go out that way to,, plus Your list of burdens is staggering, years of fighting physical and mental battles the combination of chronic pain,,, unsupportive surroundings, and a frustrating healthcare system is a reliably brutal reality I fear,, whatever you do and for how long you've been battling,, It speaks volumes to your resilience that you endured for so long,,
you are strong,
and this world is what is weak.
Thank you for sharing so openly with us, especially in the midst of what I can't imagine your feeling right now, I'd have no right to either way, I am not you,,
I'm On your side either way though,,
And I wish you the best,
Even if I'm far to late.