Antidepressants are really fucking working, I felt okay today!

[HopelessScientist]

I was severe-extreme in depression scores, genuinely bed-rotting, unable to play games, watch videos, just wall-watching.

I started mirtazapine three months ago and bupropion last month. I've tidied my room, I've been reading again, and today, for the first time in so long I felt the slightest hint of "okay".

Antidepressants don't work on everyone, and they do have side-effects and risks, but fuck is it so much fucking better here, after so many therapies have failed. It's a miracle that anyone gets better from depression. Depression is hell.

 

[Lazuli]

I too trust medications more than any psychological therapies.

 

[HopelessScientist]

I too trust medications more than any psychological therapies.

therapy can help some people for real, but if you have severe, biological depression, its not gonna get better after 8 sessions of CBT now is it?

 

[Lazuli]

therapy can help some people for real, but if you have severe, biological depression, its not gonna get better after 8 sessions of CBT now is it?

Exactly. But putting that aside, I do have inherent skepticism toward psychological approach. I don't believe the therapist understands what I'm going through the way I want them to understand it, if that makes sense.