Venting Another update

[MrHyde]

I would say that this is my last post but I don't want to be a liar cause probably I would coward out at the last moment, fail or just keep not caring about my life while rotting. Basically there's nothing left for me, no friends, got abused by another person I love. I'm starting to think it's all my fault, I mean how possible this could be that everytime I fall in love with someone they always fucking just cheat on me. I might CBT tonight but I don't have any plan right now so if it happens I will probably do something completely stupid and painful, not like I really care anymore. I'm a fucking piece of shit that deserves nothing but pain, an error in code in this shithole, just let me fucking die.

 

[Aflame5926]

I would say that this is my last post but I don't want to be a liar cause probably I would coward out at the last moment, fail or just keep not caring about my life while rotting. Basically there's nothing left for me, no friends, got abused by another person I love. I'm starting to think it's all my fault, I mean how possible this could be that everytime I fall in love with someone they always fucking just cheat on me. I might CBT tonight but I don't have any plan right now so if it happens I will probably do something completely stupid and painful, not like I really care anymore. I'm a fucking piece of shit that deserves nothing but pain, an error in code in this shithole, just let me fucking die.

sorry man,

i would only say if you do it don't do it without a plan.
also i dont know what you are planning and you dont have to say anything.

you dont owe me anything.

but like you said doing something stupid and painfull doesnt sounds like a a great plan to me.