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AFoxMissingAMagpie

AFoxMissingAMagpie

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Jan 21, 2026
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Hopefully this time I will manage to do it. Still dont know how effective my method is going to be (600mg of Quetiapine and a bottle of whiskey, have no alcohol tolerance anymore), but I hope this will be the end.

If all goes well, I will do it tomorrow, when I visit my loves grave, who ctbed half a year ago...
Just going to sit there, and talk with my love, while I slowly drift of. When they find me, they wouldnt even need to move my body (they will, but they wouldnt need to). I already reserved the grave next to my magpie...
And then we can finally rest next to each other again, be close. And our bodies will nourish new life together.
 
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Tommen Baratheon

Tommen Baratheon

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Dec 26, 2023
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Hopefully this time I will manage to do it. Still dont know how effective my method is going to be (600mg of Quetiapine and a bottle of whiskey, have no alcohol tolerance anymore), but I hope this will be the end.

If all goes well, I will do it tomorrow, when I visit my loves grave, who ctbed half a year ago...
Just going to sit there, and talk with my love, while I slowly drift of. When they find me, they wouldnt even need to move my body (they will, but they wouldnt need to). I already reserved the grave next to my magpie...
And then we can finally rest next to each other again, be close. And our bodies will nourish new life together.
600 mg? I was taking 900 mg/day for years until a new psychiatrist lowered it to 300 mg/day.

You need to rethink this, because it's not going to work. Have you checked the 'non methods' thread?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

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Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find the peace you are searching for.
 
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AFoxMissingAMagpie

AFoxMissingAMagpie

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Jan 21, 2026
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600 mg? I was taking 900 mg/day for years until a new psychiatrist lowered it to 300 mg/day.

You need to rethink this, because it's not going to work. Have you checked the 'non methods' thread?

Thanks, didn't know that such a high dosage was survivable. I get really sleepy from 25mg already (sometimes cant even stay awake and just fall asleep) and assumed that a much higher dosage together with alcohol would be enough.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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Thanks, didn't know that such a high dosage was survivable. I get really sleepy from 25mg already (sometimes cant even stay awake and just fall asleep) and assumed that a much higher dosage together with alcohol would be enough.
I'm sorry for your loss, but this is a very fantastical fantasy, not a CTB plan. Every detail about it practically guarantees that no bus will be caught. Your new life would begin as soon as you're found & brought to the hospital.

 
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Jun 3, 2023
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It's why most people agree with overdoses being a non-method, just because it's stupidly difficult to hit doses for the vast majority of medications that will actually kill someone, not to mention it can vary a hell of a lot between each person. For example Quetiapine didn't even tickle the sides for me when I was on it, no side effects or anything really haha
 
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yes7777777

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Apr 30, 2026
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Hopefully this time I will manage to do it. Still dont know how effective my method is going to be (600mg of Quetiapine and a bottle of whiskey, have no alcohol tolerance anymore), but I hope this will be the end.

If all goes well, I will do it tomorrow, when I visit my loves grave, who ctbed half a year ago...
Just going to sit there, and talk with my love, while I slowly drift of. When they find me, they wouldnt even need to move my body (they will, but they wouldnt need to). I already reserved the grave next to my magpie...
And then we can finally rest next to each other again, be close. And our bodies will nourish new life together.
Unlikely to work
 
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