darkenmydoorstep
Not Waving But Browned Off….
- Sep 27, 2023
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Here I am again. Another weekend over. The 'death clock' says there's 12,547 days left for me. I keep a countdown in my phone. My natural estimated date of death. Seems such a bloody long time. And how many of those days will be spent having a cold (like now) or something worse? How many will be spent worrying about stupid things like money or problems with my son?
How many hours will be spent sleeping because I don't want to be conscious at all? How many hours will be spent wishing I was in love or travelling?
How many tears will I cry?
How many 'life fans' could be saved right now by cutting me open now and harvesting my viable organs?
That's the thing isn't it? Why TF isn't it legal to put me out of my fucking misery and let others reap the benefits of my death.
How many hours will be spent sleeping because I don't want to be conscious at all? How many hours will be spent wishing I was in love or travelling?
How many tears will I cry?
How many 'life fans' could be saved right now by cutting me open now and harvesting my viable organs?
That's the thing isn't it? Why TF isn't it legal to put me out of my fucking misery and let others reap the benefits of my death.
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