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thetruetato

thetruetato

Suicidal Femboy :3
Jan 1, 2024
164
I feel like I'm getting closer to succeeding. Earlier today I attempted partial and my vision started flashing black and white (there were a few splotches of color as well) for what felt like 15-20 seconds then I saw what looked like an eye (that was somehow yellow and white at the same time). Unfortunately even though I stayed in the exact same position and I don't think I was moving too much it wasn't enough to make me pass out.
 
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WirelessConnections

WirelessConnections

Member
Aug 8, 2026
26
How has the pain been for you during your attempts? I've settled on partial hanging as my method of choice since I cant get SN where I'm at.
 
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ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
351
I feel like I'm getting closer to succeeding. Earlier today I attempted partial and my vision started flashing black and white (there were a few splotches of color as well) for what felt like 15-20 seconds then I saw what looked like an eye (that was somehow yellow and white at the same time). Unfortunately even though I stayed in the exact same position and I don't think I was moving too much it wasn't enough to make me pass out.
I witnessed the same when i attempted partial in November 2024
 
thetruetato

thetruetato

Suicidal Femboy :3
Jan 1, 2024
164
How has the pain been for you during your attempts? I've settled on partial hanging as my method of choice since I cant get SN where I'm at.
Honestly there isn't really much pain. The biggest annoyance from my experience is the urge to swallow (if I try to my Adam's apple gets caught on the rope and it either loosens or I start actually choking). The feeling of your balance being weird is also kind of uncomfortable and makes it somewhat hard to completely let your upper body hang from the rope.
 
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