Another day another attempt. PC SN attempt

[Jisatsu]

As much as people say they like my presence on here ... my irl life keeps getting worse. I have no one to care for me the way I want cared for.
I'm grieving so many people now and all of this trauma keeps stacking up. All of my "friends" leave and I'm tired of it.
I plan to take 35g of SN with 2 other cups of sn as a precaution, fasting for 20 hours and only drinking water up until 2 hours before I attempt.
I'll be using cough drops as a way to deal with the nausea..

I set up a space that would be easy clean up for my family ... unlike last time I'm a lot more prepared.

If anyone wants to message or talk to me before tonight please feel free to.

 

[Firefly.Forest]

I am sorry for all that you have been thru and hope that you are able to have a safe and peaceful journey and resolution.

It sounds like your main changes are a longer fasting period, a larger first dose of SN, cough drops for nausea relief and a designated space.

Please know that we are here for you if you feel like updating.

I would like to thank you for always responding and trying to help others - including myself.
I wish you peace and wish I could give you a hug.

 

[darksouls]

I wish you peace

 

[gottacheckout]

I hope your journey goes as you planned

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace from suffering, I wish you the best.

 

[Jisatsu]

Pc SN is a viable method and I will prove it . It's not Sodium Nirate , it actually is Sodium Nitrite. It just has a lower purity .

 

[Jisatsu]

Can't do it tonight , someone stopped me and distracted me all night

 

[Jisatsu]

Someone called me as soon as I was pouring everything together.
I'm taking time for myself and reevaluating.